The Grave and Severe Crimes Of Those Who Belong To The Establishment -- And The Appropriate Punishment For These Moronic and Barbaric Human Beings

DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH'S
PROPOSED SENTENCES -- AS JUST AND SEVERE PUNISHMENT FOR THOSE MEMBERS OF THE ESTABLISHMENT (WHO ARE GUILTY OF COMMITTING ACTS OF MALIGNITY, WRONGDOING, INEPTITUDE, DISHONESTY, ILLEGALITY AND PERVERSITY AGAINST THE COMPLAINANT -- YOURS TRULY, THE FEARLESS AND INGENIOUS WRITER WHO HAS BEEN MAKING NUMEROUS SHATTERING ACCUSATIONS AGAINST THE ESTABLISHMENT SINCE LAST YEAR):


AN INCOMPLETE LIST OF THE NAMES OF THE CONCERNED DEFENDANTS -- GUILTY, COWARDLY, LYING AND CUNNING SINGAPORE CITIZENS (INCLUDING OFFICERS AND MEMBERS OF THE GOVERNMENT; CORPORATE LEADERS, MEMBERS AND EMPLOYEES; FAMILY MEMBERS AND VARIOUS INDIVIDUALS UP-TO-NOW IN SECRET HIDING) -- AND MY PROPOSED SENTENCES ON THEM:


(A) FAMILY MEMBERS (AS DEFENDANTS) :

1. LOW GEOK SENG (SENTENCE: DEATH BY HANGING);


2. DERRICK CHUA SENG SEAH (SENTENCE : 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


3. MIMI CHOONG ( SENTENCE: MAXIMUM 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


4. TAN BEE HONG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


5. TAN BEE HAR (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


6. TAN BEE SUAT (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


7. TAN BEE HOON (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


8. TAN BEE HONG'S HUSBAND (SENTENCE: DEATH BY HANGING);


9. TAN BEE HAR'S HUSBAND (SENTENCE: DEATH BY HANGING);


10. TAN BEE SUAT'S HUSBAND (SENTENCE: DEATH BY HANGING);


11. TAN BEE HOON'S HUSBAND (SENTENCE: DEATH BY HANGING);


12. TAN HONG CHYE ("HONG CHYE") : (SENTENCE: 25 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


13. TAN CHEE TIONG ("AH TIONG") : (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


14. "AH KEOK" (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


15. TAN THIAN HOCK ("AH HOCK"): (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


16. "AH SOH" ("AH HOCK'S" WIFE): (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


17. TAN CHEE KEONG ("AH HOCK'S" SON) : (SENTENCE: 15 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


18. DON CHUA TIONG SEAH (SENTENCE: 25 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


19. CHUA KIM LIAN ("AH LENG"): (SENTENCE: 15 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


20. TAN KIM KEE ("AH KEE") : (SENTENCE: 10 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


21. CHAN OI LIN (DERRICK CHUA'S WIFE): (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


22. SET ENG TECK (HUSBAND OF HELEN CHUA CHWEE LIAN, MY ELDER SISTER) : (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


23. PATRICIA NG EN BEE ("AH BEE"): (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


24. KANE CHEN (HUSBAND OF PATRICIA NG EN BEE) : (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


25. CHUA THIAM SEAH ("AH THIAM") : (SENTENCE : AT LEAST 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


26. CHUA CHWEE LIAN ("AH HONG"; OR, NESSIE, MY STEP-SISTER) : (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF OF IMPRISONMENT);


27. CHUA (KIM) LIAN ("AH LIAN", MY ELDER STEP-SISTER) : (SENTENCE: 25 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


28. LINDA NG EN HOON ("AH HOON") : (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT)

(B) FORMER CLASSMATES AND SCHOOLMATES (AS DEFENDANTS):

(a) NORFOLK PRIMARY SCHOOL:

(i) CHEE LAI KHEONG (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(ii) TAN SIAK SOON (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(iii) WONG MANG KWANG (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(iv) ISKANDER SHAH (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(v) WONG TAT SAN (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT)

(b) VICTORIA SCHOOL:

(i) ONG HOCK TEE (SENTENCE: 25 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(ii) A. PADMANATHAN (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(iii) TAY CHENG HWEE (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(iv) LEE FOO NAM (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(v) KOK PAK CHOW (SENTENCE: DEATH BY HANGING);

(vi) LIM YEW HOCK (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(vii) LEE YEAW BIN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(viii) HENG YAM PENG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(ix) (MR) QUAH SIEW HONG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(x) CHAN WAI MENG (SENTENCE: 25 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(xi) GOH MING TUNG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(xii) LEONG FOOK LUEN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(xiii) EDMUND LIM (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(ix) LEONG CHEE WHYE (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(x) ONG WEE HOE (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(xi) CHEW LOY CHEOW (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);

(C) FORMER COLLEAGUES AND SUPERIORS IN SINGAPORE ARMED FORCES (AS DEFENDANTS):

1. LEE KUM CHEOK (CAPTAIN & OC, KILO COMPANY, SSL, SAFTI: 1972): (SENTENCE: 40 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


2. YAP POON ANN (2ND LIEUTENANT, 2ND OFFICER-IN-CHARGE, KILO COMPANY, SSL, SAFTI: 1972): (SENTENCE: 35 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


3. CHAN KWANG MENG (CORPORAL, PLATOON SERGEANT, ALFA COMPANY, SBMT, CHANGI AIR BASE: 1973) : (SENTENCE: 40 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


4. JEYARATNAM (CORPORAL, SECTION LEADER, ALFA COMPANY, SBMT, CHANGI AIR BASE: 1973 - 1974) : (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


5. TAN KOK CHIANG (CORPORAL, PLATOON SERGEANT, ALFA COMPANY, SBMT, CHANGI AIR BASE : 1973 - 1974) : (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


6. TAN KAI YONG (SERGEANT, COMPANY SERGEANT MAJOR, ALFA COMPANY, SBMT, CHANGI AIR BASE : 1973 - 1974) : (SENTENCE: 35 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


7. TOH CHIN BAN (CORPORAL, SECTION COMMANDER, ALFA COMPANY, SBMT, CHANGI AIR BASE: 1973 - 1974) : (SENTENCE: 40 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


8. KOH WEE KHIANG (SERGEANT, COMPANY SERGEANT MAJOR, SBMT, CHANGI AIR BASE : 1973 - 1974) : (SENTENCE : 35 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
9. ANG BUCK THO (CORPORAL, SECTION COMMANDER, 'A' COY, SBMT, CHANGI AIR BASE: 1973) : (SENTENCE : 25 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT)

(D) FORMER COLLEAGUES AND SUPERIORS IN MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT, MINDEF (AS DEFENDANTS) :

RETIRED COLONEL (2009) TAN HONG HUAT (CAPTAIN IN 1976); AND DIRECTOR OF TOP SECRET PROJECT (INVOLVING ME AS THE UNWILLING AND UNHAPPY "IMPLANTEE" SINCE 1976) : (SENTENCE: DEATH BY HANGING);

ALSO:

1. MR LEE (INVESTIGATION OFFICER: 1976) : (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


2. HEAD, VETTING SECTION (NAME YET TO BE RECALLED) : 1976: (SENTENCE: 35 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


3. DAVID ONG (INVESTIGATION OFFICER: 1976) : (SENTENCE: 40 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


4. LIEUTENANT ANG (INVESTIGATION OFFICER : 1976) : (SENTENCE: 35 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


5. IRENE FONG (HEAD, REGISTRY: 1976) : (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


6. NANCY LIM (P.A. TO DEPUTY HEAD, MSD : 1976): (SENTENCE: 20 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


7. PHYLLIS BALAKRISHNAN (CLERICAL OFFICER : 1976) : (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


8. MELINDA CHEW (CLERICAL OFFICER: 1976) : (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


9. (MS) LUM (CLERK: 1976) : (SENTENCE: 5 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


10. (MS) OH (CLERK: 1976) : (SENTENCE: 5 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);


11. (MS) CATHERINE: (CLERK: 1976) : (SENTENCE: 10 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT).

(E) VERY IMPORTANT CORPORATE LEADERS AND PROFESSIONALS (BUSINESSMEN; FINANCIERS; BANKERS; INVESTORS; COMPANY DIRECTORS; ETC. -- AS DEFENDANTS) : WHO BRIBE, EXPLOIT AND CHEAT MEMBERS OF THE LOWER AND MIDDLE CLASSES; WHO MARKET THEIR PRODUCTS AND SERVICES WITH OVERWHELMINGLY EXCESSIVE GREED; AND WHO EVEN HOARD THOSE ITEMS, ASSETS AND/OR PROPERTIES AS "THEIRS" -- IN OTHER WORDS, AS THEIR "LEGITIMATE" WEALTH -- BUT WHICH ARE NOT TRULY THEIRS, AND ARE STILL, NEVERTHELESS, IN THEIR POSSESSION) :

1. MR. NG SER MIANG (SENTENCE : 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
2. MR. TAN HONG HUAT [SENTENCE : 40 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT, TO BE SERVED CONCURRENTLY WITH THE SENTENCE ON TAN HONG HUAT AS CITED IN (D)];
3. MR. KWEK LENG JOO (SENTENCE : 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
4. MR. M. RAJARAM (SENTENCE : 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
5. MR. KOH SOO KEONG (SENTENCE : 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
6. MR. GOPINATH PILLAI (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
7. MR. S. CHANDRA DAS (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
8. MR. VIJAY IVENGAR (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
9. MR. SAT PAL KHATTAR (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
10. MR. WONG PENG WAI (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
11. MR. THAM POH CHEONG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
12. MR. CHUA THAI KEONG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
13. MR. ALPHONSUS CHIA (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
14. MR. QUEK CHER TECK (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
15. MR. PATRICK K. K. LEE (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
16. MR. CEDRIC CHAN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
17. MR. LIM FANG CHEE (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
18. MR. THONG PAO-YI (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
19. MS. ANGELINE SUPARTO (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
20. MS. LOW SIN LENG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
21. MS. QUEK BEE LAN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
22. MS. CHONG SIAK CHING (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
23. MS. KATHY LAI (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
24. MR. CHIN KON YUEN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
25. MR. NG KIAN SENG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
26. MR. RONALD TAN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
27. MR. LIM CHIN WAH (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
28. MR. KWAN PECK LENG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
29. MR. TAN CHENG HUA (SENTERNCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
30. MR. LAI SECK KHUI (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS 0F IMPRISONMENT);
31. MR. HENRY HENG JEE KWANG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
32. MR. HEE JOH LIANG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
33. DR. WONG TAI (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
34. MR. ER KWONG WAH (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
35. DR. HONG HAI (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
36. MR. LIM JIM KOON (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
37. MR. CHEW KAH CHUAN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
38. MR. WONG SIM LAM (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
39. MR. ZHONG SHENG JIAN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
40. MR. DAVID TEO (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
41. MR. CLEMENT TANG (SENTRENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
42. MR. NG KAR CHEONG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
43. MR. KOH TIAK CHYE (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
44. MR. LESLIE K. C. LIM (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
45. MR. EE TAI TING (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
46. MR. KHOR POH HWA (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
47. MR. SAM GOI S. H. (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
48. MR. TAN KIAN CHEW (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
49. MR. PHUA TING HOW (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
50. MR. JOHN CHEN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
51. MR. LIM KEE-MING (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
52. MR. LIM NEO CHIAN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
53. MR. LEE BOON HUAT (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
54. MR. GIRIJA PANDE (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
55. MR. S. ISWARAN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
56. MR. INDERJIT SINGH (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
57. MR. KARAN SINGH THAKRAL (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
58. MR. TONY CHEW (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
59. MR. PHILIP ENG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
60. MR. LEE THENG KIAT (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
61. MR. ZULKIFLI BAHARUDIN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
62. MR. WONG FONG FUI (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
63. MR. BARRY DESKER (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
64. MR./MS. BACHTIAR KARIM @ LIM EK TJIOE (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
65. MR. CHRIS KOH )SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
66. DR. LIM CHEOK PENG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
67. MR. SAUT HUTAURUK (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
68. MR. PETER TAN (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
69. MR. SUNIL KAUSHAL (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
70. MR. KUOK KOON HONG (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT);
71. MR. YEW SUNG PEI (SENTENCE: 30 YEARS OF IMPRISONMENT).

AUTHOR'S NOTE: THE ABOVE-MENTIONED LIST OF NAMES (OF CORPORATE LEADERS AND PROFESSIONALS) WAS PUBLISHED IN THE NONDESCRIPT ANNUAL REPORT, pages : 104 -107 ( 2003/2004) OF THE HIGHLY MYSTERIOUS BUT HIGH-POWERED STEERING COMMITTEES (WITH NETWORKS IN CHINA, INDIA AND INDONESIA) and INCLUDES THE VITAL NAMES OF EXCO MEMBERS (SINGAPORE EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL).

ADDENDUM (ONE):

LIST OF NAMES OF WITNESSES AND OBSERVERS (BOTH FOREIGNERS AND SINGAPORE CITIZENS) TO APPEAR IN COURT IN A PUBLIC TRIAL, BASED ON MY STUNNING AND UNFLINCHING ACCUSATIONS, AGAINST THE SINGAPORE ESTABLISHMENT (AS OFFICIALLY FILED IN COURT DOCUMENTS), OF THEIR FOLLOWING ILLEGAL, UNJUST, DEVIOUS AND CRUEL ACTIONS, NAMELY :

(I) THEIR VIOLATIONS OF MY HUMAN RIGHTS, AS A MAN AND CITIZEN -- THROUGH THE USE OF THEIR DISRESPECTFUL INSULTS, UNFAIR AND IRRATIONAL COMMENTS, DISHONEST CRITICISMS, MORONIC MALTREATMENT AND IDIOTIC (AND VERY INHUMANE) ABUSES; AND,

(II) THEIR DENIAL OF MY RIGHTS AS A PROFESSIONAL TO PRACTISE AND WORK AS A PUBLISHED WRITER (OF PRINTED MAGAZINE ARTICLES AND BOOKS); AND,

(III) HENCE, THE DESTRUCTION, BY THESE SELF-ADMITTEDLY FUCK-SHITTERS, YES, THESE SELF-PROMOTING SURVEILLANCE OFFICERS, FORMER CLASSMATES, AND OTHER TOTALLY IRRELEVANT, INSIGNIFICANT, SUPERFICIAL, FLIPPANT, AND INCONSEQUENTIAL NON-ENTITIES (MASQUERADING AS "GOOD", "ABLE", "FAIR", "HONEST", "CULTURED" AND "INTELLIGENT" (BUT REALLY CUNNING, SMUG AND FINANCIALLY VERY SECURE AND LOADED) JOURNALISTS, FAMILY MEMBERS, AND ALL THE REST OF THESE MAGNIFICENT, UNIFORMED AND METHODICAL FUCKING MACHINES -- WHO CONSTANTLY DEFY AND DENY MY OWN RIGHT TO ATTEMPT, FOR MORE THAN 36 YEARS NOW, TO LIVE, WORK AND PLAY (INCLUDING INDULGING IN SEXUAL FOREPLAY AND INTERCOURSE WITH PRETTY, YOUNG WOMEN) -- WITH RESPECT TO MY NATURAL NEED TO EXPRESS, FREELY AND UNRESTRICTED, MY NATURAL, UNDIVIDED AND DEVELOPING PERSONALITY, CHARACTER, GOALS, PRINCIPLES, IDEAS, EDUCATION, LEARNING, KNOWLEDGE, LIFE-EXPERIENCES, VALUES, VIEWS AND MY PREDOMINANTLY INTROVERTED OUTLOOK AND BEHAVIOUR.

(A) FROM THE ENTERTAINMENT AND MASS MEDIA INDUSTRY

1. MR. BOB DYLAN ;
2. MR. CHRIS HO (WRITER; ROCK MUSICIAN; REBEL; SINGER);
3. MS. SYLVIA TOH PAIK CHOO (COMIC WRITER; TOURIST GUIDE; FREQUENT WORLD-WIDE TRAVELLER);
4. MS. FANN WONG (MOVIE AND TV STAR; AND FASHION MODEL);
5. MR. JACK NEO (MOVIE PRODUCER AND DIRECTOR; IMPRESSARIO; SINGER; NIGHTCLUB COMEDIAN; FAMILY MAN);
6. MS. FELICIA CHIN (TV STAR);
7. MR. CHRISTOPHER LEE (TV AND MOVIE STAR)

(B) FROM THE ARTS , LITERARY AND CULTURAL COMMUNITY

1. MR. SAUL BELLOW;
2. MS. REBECCA CHUA (NOVELIST; FEMINIST AUTHOR; AND SINGLE);
3. MS CATHERINE LIM (NOVELIST; SHORT-STORY WRITER; MOTHER; FEMINIST COMMENTATOR; AND CULTURAL CRITIC);
4. MS KUN BEK (MAGAZINE WRITER; CULTURAL CRITIC; STILL SINGLE)

(C) FROM THE FEMINIST COMMUNITY

1. MS. CONSTANCE SINGAM (FORMER HEAD OF AWARE);
2. MS CLAIRE CHANG (FORMER HEAD OF AWARE);

ADDENDUM (TWO):

THE MOMENT OF MODERNIST TRUTH-TELLING:

ABOUT ME (MYSELF) : DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH

I'M AN EXTREMELY WELL-READ, ARTICULATE AND VERY INTELLIGENT NON-CONFORMIST WORKING CLASS WRITER AND VOICE OF DISSENT WITH AN INTELLECTUAL, MORAL, ARTISTIC AND SOCIAL CONSCIENCE. I'M NOT, BY ANY MEANS, AN OBEDIENT, UNDISCERNING AND SUBMISSIVE "MODEL CITIZEN" -- THOUGH, AS FAR AS IT GOES IN PRACTICE, I'M BASICALLY RESPECTFUL, POLITE AND LAW-ABIDING TOWARDS FIGURES OF AUTHORITY. (TO THE POLITICAL AUTHORITIES: PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE MY VALID CONCERNS AND ACCUSATIONS.)

WITH THE SAME WAY OF THINKING AS OTHER EQUALLY RESPECTABLE "MODEL CITIZENS", I'LL TRY TO "TOE" THE PARTY LINE! I'M ANYTHING BUT ODD, RABBLE-ROUSING, ECCENTRIC, WEIRD OR QUIRKY. I'M VERY NORMAL -- AND QUESTIONING AND SKEPTICAL! I'M USUALLY SUSPICIOUS OF POSTMODERNIST CITIZENS (AND FOREIGNERS TOO), WHO LIKE TO LIVE THE PERFECT LIFE -- AS DEFINED BY THEM!

LET ME ENLIGHTEN YOU ON THE PURPOSELESS BEHAVIOUR, PUZZLING HISTORY AND INEXPLICABLE LONG-SUFFERINGS I HAD TO ENDURE DURING THESE PAST 36 YEARS OF MANIPULATED LIFE AS AN "IMPLANTEE".

WHO ASKED YOU ALL TO START IT ALL OVER AGAIN? DIDN'T YOU ALL HAVE IT ALL? WHY CAN'T YOU ALL JUST LEAVE ME ALONE TO MYSELF? TO LIVE MY OWN LIFE, ONCE AGAIN, AS A GENUINE WRITER? WHAT IS ALL THIS UNACCEPTABLE AND BASELESS NONSENSE ABOUT MY BEING A "PAID" GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE/AGENT? IT IS ONLY WHEN I AM STILL REGARDED, TREATED AND INFLUENCED BY THE CONTROLLERS AS A "GOVERNMENT AGENT" (BUT SOMEHOW STILL NOT PAID FULLY YET -- NOR EVEN WITH ANY PARTIAL AMOUNT OF SALARY AT ALL OR IN ANY WAY) THAT I WILL CONTINUE TO HATE THE SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT VEHEMENTLY!

DO I TOTALLY AGREE WITH PARTY POLITICS? AM I AN ARDENT MODERNIST WRITER -- WITH A SELF-SACRIFICING ATTITUDE? WHAT DO I SUPPORT? (IS IT A CLOSED, INTOLERANT AND SEXUALLY INHIBITED SOCIETY, WHOSE CITIZENS DO NOT RESPECT ELOQUENT AND FOCUSED MODERNISTS LIKE ME?)

WELL, I WOULD BE HAPPY JUST TO "LISTEN" TO THE PARTY! (HA, HA, HA!) LET'S "CONGRATULATE" THE PARTY! (FOR THE "GOOD" WORKS IT HAS DONE -- INCLUDING VULGAR ONES!)

LET'S CELEBRATE THE PERFECT LIFE! POSTMODERNISTS SHOULD NOT DICTATE HOW I, AN UNREPENTANT INDIVIDUALIST -- IN CONTRAST TO A SELF-SATISFIED SUBJECT -- SHOULD LIVE, WORK AND PLAY! FOR THE SAKE OF MY OWN MORAL INTEGRITY, I SHOULD NOT -- BUT I STILL DEFINITELY WOULD, NEVERTHELESS! --CONTINUE TO DISPARAGE OTHER OPPOSITIONISTS -- YES, THOSE WHO PRETEND TO BE WHAT THEY ARE NOT, AND THOSE WHO ARE NOT GOING TO FIGHT FOR THEIR HUMAN RIGHTS, TO BE THEIR OWN AUTHORIAL SELVES (AS INDIVIDUALISTS, AND NOT AS CONFORMING AND COMPROMISING SUBJECTS -- OF THE PARTY!).

DOES POSTMODERNISM -- WITH ITS CULTURAL RELATIVISM -- MEAN THAT WE SHOULD NOT BELIEVE IN ANYTHING? ARE FRAGMENTATION AND DIVERSITY ALWAYS BENEFICIAL? DOESN'T OPPRESSION THRIVE ON THE PRINCIPLE OF "DIVIDE AND CONQUER"?

AUTHOR'S FINAL NOTE:

{THIS UNDENIABLY SERIOUS AND IMPORTANT 16-PAGE DOCUMENT -- WITH FULLY CHARGED VENOM, HATRED, ANGER AND RESENTMENT -- IS PREPARED BY DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH, WRITER AND AUTHOR [OF THE FAMOUS "THE DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH (DCCS) PAPERS"]; AND NOW RE-POSTED (AS AN EXPANDED, REVISED, RE-EDITED AND AMENDED VERSION) THIS DAY 26 APRIL 2009 (SUNDAY).}

THE DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH PAPERS (THE DCCS PAPERS) : UNCLASSIFIED INFORMATION

CRUCIAL FACTS

AND VITAL QUESTIONS

ABOUT MY EXCEPTIONAL

MILITARY OFFENCE --

GOING AWOL (IN 1972) --

FROM KILO COMPANY,

SINGAPORE ARMED FORCES

TRAINING INSTITUTE (SAFTI)


THE FINAL DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH (DCCS) REPORT ON MY

OWN CASE AS AN OPPOSITIONIST WRITER RUNNING -- IN THE YEAR 2009 --

INTO A GREAT CONFRONTATION WITH THE SINGAPORE

GOVERNMENT

(ISSUED NOW IN ITS UPDATED AND REVISED EDITION

ON THIS DAY 29 APRIL 2009)


INTRODUCTION :

SUMMARY OF MY DEFENCE AS AN ALLEGED "CRIMINAL"

IN PLEADING NOT GUILTY TO THE CHARGE OF MY BEING

RESPONSIBLE -- ENTIRELY OR PARTIALLY -- FOR GIVING

THE SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES "REASONS" IN ORDER FOR THEM TO

JUSTIFY THEIR IMPLANTATION OF MYSELF AS A

NATIONAL SERVICEMAN WHO HAD GONE AWOL IN THE YEAR 1972 :

(1) I am entirely responsible for the act of having gone AWOL from Kilo Company, SAFTI, in 1972 -- that and only that alone -- for reasons I had had at that time;

(2) I am NOT responsible -- not even partially -- for the subsequent implantation of myself by the SAFTI military authorities [who, firstly, based their decision to implant me on completely flimsy, unsubstantiated and unacceptable grounds; and secondly, proceeded to implant me -- as rightly and justly deserving, under SAF's military law, of an "official" (but on whose authority and on whose authorization? --not again!) punishment for having committed a MILITARY offence? (in which case, surely there should have been officially conducted and recorded investigations into the causes of, or reasons for, my AWOL; as well as into the kind of person I was then -- my personality, character, natural behaviour, thought process, philosophical beliefs, humanistic values, moral ideals, professional goals, and intellectual and cultural influences by conducting a military Court of Inquiry and Examination into my special case; and, lastly, by conducting an official military TRIAL then, shouldn't there? -- without obtaining my unconditional and unreserved consent, agreement, permission and acceptance?)];

(3) A distinction must therefore be clearly made -- and I want to emphasize this repeatedly and repetitively, if need be -- between my alleged responsibility for going AWOL then and my so-called "responsibility" (what?) for my being implanted in the first place! Yes, to state my stand here and now, again : I AM NOT -- IN NO WAY, ABSOLUTELY! -- RESPONSIBLE (NOT EVEN PARTIALLY) FOR MY BEING IMPLANTED BY THE SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES IN 1972!

THAT IS ALL!


MY CASE FOR MY DEFENCE


MY QUESTONS FOR THE PROSECUTORS WITH REGARD TO THE CASE AS IT STANDS -- AND TO MY ALLEGED "RESPONSIBILITY" (OR "RESPONSIBILITIES") FOR BOTH (I) BEING AN UNWILLING AND UNHAPPY VICTIM OF IMPLANTATION BY THE SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES; AND (2) TURNING OUT, NOT ONLY DURING THE COURSE OF THE LAST 36 YEARS OR SO (SINCE 1972, WHEN I WAS IMPLANTED) BUT ESPECIALLY NOW (IN THIS YEAR OF UTTER "IMMORALITY" AS A FREQUENT PATRONIZER OF PROSTITUTES IN GEYLANG), INTO SUCH AN UNQUALIFIED AND DISGUSTING MODEL FOR "IMMORAL" AND "OBJECTIONAL" CONDUCT, BEHAVIOUR AND ACTIVITIES -- AS A SINGAPORE CITIZEN; AS AN UNMARRIED MAN; AS A SENSITIVE, QUIET AND THOUGHTFUL HUMAN BEING; AND LASTLY, AND PERHAPS MOST IMPORTANTLY, AS A WRITER WHO CONSTANTLY SEEKS POPULAR RECOGNITION AND CRITICAL ACCLAIM.


THE QUESTIONS I AM

SUBMITTING:


1. Why was an unmistakable MILITARY offence "regarded" or "treated" or turned into -- in later or subsequent years (yes, long after the occurence of the original MILITARY offence, committed by a young and idealistic soldier at that time) -- a (i) "criminal" offence; (ii) a "political" offence; (iii) a transformed case of "insanity"; (iv) a "socially objectional" behavioural abnormality that elicited all kinds of ABUSES (!) from people with private agendas and vested interests of their own; and (v) a strange case whereby the MILITARY offender could only be saved from MILITARY PROSECUTION and PUNISHMENT (probably by detention for a few weeks) only through being simply (and only) unwillingly implanted (!) -- a crucial act that turned a potentially light military punishment (detention for a few weeks' duration) into a more-than-36-years span of constant and, sometimes, relentless pressure, disturbance and punishment (emotional, psychological, sexual, physical, intellectual, mental, social, moral, financial and political) of a private citizen, of a responsible man, and, most of all, of a serious, thoughtful, sensitive and ambitious writer?

2. Why didn't SAFTI military authorities conduct a thorough -- for such was the seriousness of the MILITARY offence, wasn't it? [considering that its eventual "solution" involved a most serious act of human implantation!] -- investigation into the REASONS or CAUSES for my AWOL offence in 1972 ?

There was not a single interview or meeting or any sort of communication or correspondence whatsoever -- written or verbal -- that took place between any representative figure from the SAFTI authorities and myself !

For instance, the offence was treated as a military (?) one that had a "psychological" origin or cause -- namely, as a result of "schizophrenia" or "homosexuality"! There were no medical certification or authorization whatsoever, in both instances -- even on reasonably acceptable grounds for suspecting that it might be a case of "psychological" abnormality -- which required me to be (somehow!) implanted (!) -- in order for me to be able to adapt or to adjust to army life -- thus, serving as an assistance to the lightening of my heavy predicament as an overly sensitive soldier, who had to be "helped" to adapt to army life, because of my medically certified "overly sensitive nature", and thus to be able to complete my National Service successfully; AND, also, as a "solution" to my unwillingness to be prosecuted for my military offence in the first place (as implied, indicated, reflected or expressed -- directly or otherwise --by me in a typewritten letter to my Officer Commanding Kilo Company in SAFTI in 1972) and thus avoiding the expected experience of being punished by detention under military law -- something that would, in fact, reinforced my already negative impression of, and attitude towards, the army, military life and the military authorities in general -- yes, with a heightened and intensified sensibility, attitude and impression which would, in the event, make me even more ill-adjusted to army life -- which my early reaction to even such a brief period of army experience up to that time had already make me decide to go AWOL from my camp, to protest my conscientious objection to military life and to the Military Establishment in general! Yes, my going AWOL in the SAF was the result and the culmination of many years of -- prior to my enlistment in the SAF on 20.12.1971 and long before my introductory experiences as a recruit for three months in Telok Paku Camp and later, for a short time too, as a Section Leader trainee in Kilo Company, SAFTI -- being gradually influenced by the anti-establishment reading materials that I had been reading, from various sources of political, literary and philosophical literature -- and, also, to a certain extent, of being a keen fan, for quite sometime already by then, of anti-establishment rock singers and groups -- as revealed in my almost obsessive listening to anti-war and pro-peace protest rock songs that I was exposed to in my youth! And long before my enlistment into the SAF, those anti-establishment views and anti-war or anti-military influences, and the resultant anti-military stance and attitude that I already had by that time were, yes, quite easily, reinforced by my initial army experiences during the course of those early few months as a newly enlisted National Serviceman in the SAF -- first, as a recruit and then subsequently, as a private undergoing Section Leader training, in my first taste of, and introduction to -- as it was eventually encountered by my unprepared self then -- yes, the BITTERNESS of ARMY LIFE!

3. As there was no official investigation whatsoever (beyond a medical diagnosis that merely indicated psychological sensitiveness -- and hence, ill-adjustment or ill-adaptability to army life), officially, and thus, NO handling of, and no dealing with, the AWOL case as, in fact, a MILITARY OFFENCE (and hence, not requiring any reprimand, punishment, court-martial, or suspension from duty); I should, in fact, NOT be regarded or recognised as an offender (military or otherwise) both in the first place and also in the final analysis!

The question is, then: WHY must I be PUNISHED -- for that is in fact how I view my plight and predicament as an unwilling and unhappy implantee -- for more than 36 years now for NOT committing ANY offence (military or otherwise) in (and since) 1972 -- the year of my implantation, an official "solution" -- decided upon, and carried out, by the military authorities in SAFTI in 1972 -- purportedly to "help" me (i) firstly, from being prosecuted (and hence punished) under military law for going AWOL [was there not an unproven assumption already then that I was guilty of committing the MILITARY offence (of AWOL) in the first place?] ; and then (ii) secondly, to "enable" me to adapt to army life (so as to complete the rest of my National Service days in the SAF in a more emotionally and psychologically agreeable and stable manner -- after being implanted)?


Question Number One:


How could the prospect of a few weeks (or even months) of military detention and punishment (no matter how "harsh" and "unbearable" it might be) be used as a legitimate and rational excuse for subjecting me to more than 36 years of, in fact, truly harsher and even more unbearable "detention" and "punishment" -- of an even more grave and severe and UNACCEPTABLE kind?

If my inability to adapt to army life is so severe and so serious and so grave (resulting in an act of AWOL that would require such an astounding more-than-36-years span of almost daily punishment and constant detention -- through my being implanted and subsequently controlled by military authorities and related personnel working in the surveillance -- or security and intelligence -- services or governmental departments), why wasn't I SIMPLY DISCHARGED from military service in the first place then -- on purely and obvious military ground then?

If I was, however, regarded with suspicion and proof, as a "political" threat (and, hence, as a danger or liability to the SAF, then why wasn't I -- being surely unable to be cleared by the authorities for security reasons! -- then why, yes, WHY, why was I not SIMPLY DISCHARGED from my National Service in the SAF then -- on military ground?

Question Number Two:

The above probing examination of the most crucial event of my National Service experience -- namely, my going AWOL -- leads me now to pose another related question:

On what (Top Secret?) ground(s) was I implanted, instead (!), as a so-called "rational" or "compassionate" solution (?) to my AWOL-caused "predicament" then -- as a (yet unproved, to this day) "homosexual" [based on my careless use -- or rather, misuse -- of the one single fucking word ("effeminate") to describe myself in a hastily conceived and rashly written letter to my Officer Commanding Kilo Company, SAFTI, then -- to express my troubled and agitated feelings and apprehensions regarding my AWOL and especially its likely or feared consequences]?

Was I trying, indeed, to escape from being prosecuted and then punished by the military authorities in SAFTI by using the pretence of being a "homosexual" [as "cleverly" or "subtly" implied (!) by my use of the word "effeminate" to describe myself in a long handwritten letter, which I finally reduced to a one-page typewritten letter, using the office typewriter in the Medical Centre, and which I addressed to Captain Lee Kum Cheok (OC, Kilo Company) -- indicating that I wanted to be excused from military prosecution and punishment as a physically weak and "unmanly" soldier who had gone AWOL without thinking carefully about the consequences of committing such a military offence]?

Yes, that was the AWOL connection or issue! What about the actual implantation connection or issue? Was I a proven "homosexual" who, presumably, had accepted, approved, consented to and granted my permission to the SAFTI military authorities to IMPLANT me (secretly and yet officially) -- an act which was to change, decidedly and decisively, the entire course of my life as, especially, even in those early days as a young man, a basically obedient and law-abiding citizen, a sensitive, thoughtful and quiet human being, and as a burgeoning, aspiring writer -- who was, back in those days, already aiming highly and also striving committedly to achieve the goals I had set out for myself, early in those days of my youth!

4. My well-considered GROUNDS for BOLDLY accusing the SAFTI military authorities of NOT understanding, as thoroughly as possible [with, perhaps, the aid of psychological, clinical and medical tests and with other methods of assessing my biographical background and of ascertaining my personality traits and character profile -- including my cherished values and principles, my learned or acquired ideas and beliefs, my subscription to certain ideals and convictions (yes, important factors that would have persuaded them to choose a RATIONAL decision on, or an acceptable and justifiable course of action, for a wise and humane -- and practical and realistic -- solution to, and handling of, my -- with the benefit of hindsight -- unique and unusual AWOL case then, back in the year 1972)] :

(a) I'm not, by nature, adaptable to army life (or to militarised and highly organized hierarchical human structures, whose functioning and effectiveness are based on POWER relationships -- or, in other words, on the assertion of AUTHORITY and CONTROL over those who are lower-ranking or who are holding subordinate positions);

(b) Because of (a), I had already, by the time I was enlisted into the SAF, become a secret or private conscientious objector -- in my mind -- to the army, to ANY army or military establishment generally; I had, in other words, become an intellectual protestor, dissident, critic, dissenter and (then aspiring) non-conformist or individualistic writer [even as far back as those early days in my young adulthood -- with the kind of in-born or acquired attitudes, beliefs, convictions, and values (which were further moulded, influenced and cultivated by my wide and intensive reading of anti-establishment literature from diverse sources of publication) -- which would NATURALLY render me UNFIT for the anti-intellectual and regimented, disciplined, authority-based, control-centred, and obedience-demanding lifestyle, behaviour and even thought-processes that were expected of me -- especially when NOTHING that I, as an aspirant to becoming a refined and cultivated intellectual-writer, had seen, observed or witnessed (until I went AWOL in my then as-yet brief period of military experience) was able to make me CHANGE my mind -- yes, my attitudes, beliefs, values, etc. -- about the army and its regimented lifestyle]!

(c) And hence, because of (b), why, may I ask now, why didn't the military (or civilian) authorities working in SAFTI then approach these problems of mine -- (i) my "sensitiveness" (to the harshness and difficulties posed by army life); (ii) my, in other words, "ill-suitability" and "ill-adaptability" to the highly demanding (especially physically) requirements and expectations of both military training and daily regime; and, lastly, and most importantly, (iii) my so-called "homosexuality" [as alleged, presumed, believed, (mis)understood or wrongly perceived -- without any rational or justifiable basis for establishing its "truth", and, unfortunately, with all the disturbing and troublesome implications and consequences that were attendant to such an insensitive, inept, dishonest, and personally-motivated "labelling"or "objective" reading of my actions, words and behaviour then (and of its future influence on my subsequent mental and emotional conditions) -- one that would have invited both suspicion, by others, of such a supposedly rational and objective "perception" or "understanding" of my supposed abnormality as a "psychological" constitution, and also outright rejection (or abuse) by many discerning people who were studying my AWOL case then, of such an unbelievably irresponsible, dishonest and inept attempt at "solving" my problem as an AWOL offender -- based on their total MISUNDERSTANDING! of my PROBLEMATIC situation then with the decision made by certain members of the TOP BRASS in SAFTI in 1972 to implant me] -- yes, why didn't they approach my AWOL case by SIMPLY CHOOSING THE SIMPLEST (AND MOST RATIONAL AND LOGICAL) DECISION OR COURSE OF ACTION -- namely, by SIMPLY DISCHARGING me, on these above-mentioned "MILITARY" grounds (whether honourably or otherwise), from National Service in the SAF then? (Whether or not such a discharge was honourable or not -- or acceptable to me or not -- is irrelevant to my main purpose of understanding the case, which has been, for too long already, COVERED UP by all the military personnel or officers involved in it -- and, also, to my arriving at a final and positive CLOSURE to the whole issue.)

(d) Furthermore, to go further into our inquiry into the case, in addition to the "MILITARY" grounds just mentioned, didn't I also qualify for such a simple and unconditional discharge on so many OTHER NON-MILITARY grounds as well -- namely, on my political, intellectual, moral, and occupational or professional (yes! this too indeed -- in terms of my professional ambition to be a serious, thoughtful and refined writer!) -- grounds?


NOTE TO THE READERS:

ON THE DEVIOUS AND DISHONEST WAY IN WHICH THE SURVEILLANCE AUTHORITIES HAVE BEEN TRYING TO IMPLICATE ME -- IN THIS PARTICULAR INSTANCE -- AS A "HOMOSEXUAL" (IN ORDER TO "JUSTIFY" THEIR SUPPORT FOR -- AND THEIR COVER-UP OF -- THE GRAVE, SEVERE AND UNFORGIVABLE MISDEED COMMITTED BY THE MILITARY AUTHORITIES IN SAFTI IN 1972 -- NAMELY, THEIR IMPLANTATION OF MYSELF, AS THEIR "SOLUTION" TO THE PROBLEMS CAUSED BY MY GOING AWOL FROM MY KILO COMPANY IN SAFTI THEN :

MY LAST WORD (OR QUESTION) ON THIS VITAL PERSONAL MATTER :

Is it necessary to even defend myself by mentioning here -- publicly, UNAMBIGUOUSLY and openly -- what is, and has always been (since I was born on 30.7.1953 -- slightly more than 55 years ago, dear patient, intelligent, discerning and observant readers, who presumably and gratefully have been following my sometimes confusing and conflicting accounts of my life so far as an unwilling and unhappy implantee!) -- yes, to repeat here with emphasis, what is and has always been, my NATURAL and hence, INNATE sexual orientation -- namely, my confident, bold and powerful HETEROSEXUALITY [not to mention my undisguised amorous love of, and fondness for, frequent close physical and intimate -- and, in particular, sexual -- contacts, relations and (unapologetically non-romantic) involvement (with a constant stream of available, willing, obliging, cheerful, facially attractive and physically desirable -- and preferably -- young women and matured girls)]?

5. It is MY RIGHT to dispute those claims that challenge such a legitimate right -- that the IMPLANTATION of myself by the military authorities in SAFTI in 1972 is ILLEGAL -- simply put! It is an ILLEGAL action, based on an unacceptable and unjustifiable -- and, also, unnatural and unexpected -- yes, to this very day -- yet-to-be-justified -- DECISION that was made (either through ineptitude or dishonesty) by the conceited and self-concerned SAFTI military authorities in 1972 ! Or was there, in the first place (and now, in the final analysis) just one single person who actually had had the power to authorize my implantation -- without having obtained my unconditional consent or approval, and who thus had to be held entirely responsible, solely and ultimately, for making such a crucial and life-changing event and decision in 1972, one which revealed, to repeat with emphasis again, and, in this case, either his unforgivable and unacceptable INEPTITUDE or his extremely objectional and highly abusive DISHONESTY -- involving, AS I NOW SUSPECT THAT IT DID, and TO WHICH I WOULD NOW POSE MY PERTINENT QUESTIONS : about his own morality; his sexual inclinations or proclivities (to be kind to him) or his sexual perversities (to be brutally truthful and frank); his MOTIVES : Was he genuinely trying to "help" me to adapt to army life? And how, and in what way, could my implantation allow him or his subordinates or colleagues to "help" me work and live and rest, as a soldier, positively, productively, meaningfully and beneficially -- in a genuine sense? Or was I intended and supposed to "help" him and his subordinates or colleagues, instead, by virtue of my being implanted on the basis of a twisted, dubious and distorted logic (that, for instance, regarded my use of the word "effeminate" to imply, indicate, mean or admit, indirectly or subtly, my "homosexuality"!) -- to "help" myself?; and, finally, his obviously dubious INTENTIONS?

Even up to this very day and moment, I still can't fathom his (and his colleagues' and subordinates') true and actual intentions -- (Are you listening?) -- which, according to my vast, varied, rich and complex experiences, and to my well-acquired, well-absorbed, and continually expanding and improving knowledge of human and current affairs -- even as an expectedly apathetic, disillusioned, demoralized, unwilling and unhappy implantee, for more than 36 years now, and also because of the fact that these INTENTIONS have been changing throughout these years, depending on so many factors -- personal, public, and environmental, just to cite a few! (Are you still listening?)

6. In conclusion, and in response to the just-written (and extremely short) last question (in deliberately bracketed blanket security, for the intelligent involvement of INSIDERS only) that ends that last sentence/remark of mine in (5), I am declaring my position, now, on this particular and important matter:

I will, too, keep shifting and changing my INTENTION -- as to whether or not I would want, or am willing, to oblige, accommodate, co-operate, accept, agree -- in short, to come to terms with (i) the reality of my unacceptable, unjustifiable and unforgivable implantation -- in the first place; and (ii) my realisation that I've lost and wasted more than 36 years of my life under the implantation effects and influences -- and, even more significantly, under those long, long, long nightmarish years of often idiosyncratic, illogical, moronic, demonic and, most importantly, extremely DISRESPECTFUL and highly INSULTING covert control by the ubiquitous surveillance authorities -- yes, the intelligence and security agents working for the Singapore Government, under TOP SECRECY, with MILITARY precision and constancy (and with all their deliberately calculative, greedy and self-interested manipulation and handling of the latest and most modern scientific surveillance equipment, devices, and gadgets -- and employing other applicable general or specific surveillance techniques and technologies) -- yes, all these facts of my life so far which, in my personal judgment, and with good justification too, I consider, claim, regard, and maintain as having had --and are still having -- mostly BAD, NEGATIVE and SELF-DESTRUCTIVE consequences for, and effects on, my personality and character -- with all their related values, ideals, qualities, ideas, principles, convictions, goals, needs and beliefs (all of these being, as they have been and still are, externally provoked, prompted and induced! They are, to me -- without my need to accept any official excuses and explanations from the official governmental perpetrators of -- and for --such cruel practices and examples of inhumane conduct -- UNWELCOMED, UNDESIRABLE, NON-BENEFICIAL, MEANINGLESS and UNPRODUCTIVE! I have never been able to accept such underserving ill-effects on, and the resultant sad outcome of, a miserable and disappointing life like mine so far, especially in regard to my professional ambition to be a published -- and I don't mean in the ELECTRONIC media but specifically in my stubbornly preferred PRINT media! -- WRITER (and also with regard to my nature as a highly amorous, frequently horny, proudly heterosexual and confidently masculine man; or, further, with regard to my aim of living my life as a rational, well-read and compassionate human being; and, finally, with regard to my insistence that I am basically a law-abiding and thinking Senior Citizen!

IT IS MY OWN LIFE; BUT WHAT IS THE GOVERNMENT'S AIM?

I DEMAND TO BE SET FREE!


ADDENDUM :

RATIONALE FOR

MY PUBLICATION OF

THE DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH

PAPERS :


THE DISAPPEARANCE (OR LOSS)

OF MY OWN TREASURED

PROPERTY --

THROUGH BEING INADVERTENTLY

MISPLACED

IN A PUBLIC AREA OR BUILDING --

TO SUSPECTED (WITH A

RATIONAL BASIS)

GOVERNMENTAL THIEVES


MY OPEN REPORT ON THE DISAPPEARANCE (OR

LOSS) OF MY PERSONAL/PRIVATE PROPERTY --

FROM SOMEWHERE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE :



MY OPEN PERSONAL NOTICE TO

THE CITIZENS OF THE WORLD

(ON THE ART OF GOVERNMENTAL STEALING)


FIRST REPORT :

I, David Chua Chuan Seah (NRIC No: S0028486F), a writer by profession, and earning currently about S$600.00 per month, and who is also, inexplicably, presently seeking Financial Assistance from the North West Community Development Council, am openly reporting the equally inexplicable and unbearable loss, on 6.12.08 (Saturday) -- due to suspected theft by governmental officers -- of my important documents (contained and secured in an arch file), which, together with a desk calendar (for 2009 -- with scribblings and notes of a very private and personal nature); 2 intellectual (American) magazines (The American Scholar and Lapham's Quarterly); and 2 notebooks (with my personal and private comments and other contact information, etc.), I had placed inside a brown-coloured carrier-bag, and which was, at sometime in that Saturday afternoon, somehow -- but expertly and unintentionally abetted by my own carelessness and forgetfulness -- stolen from my personal possession.

The personal documents mentioned above that were stolen are actually printed copies of articles that I had written SECRETLY during the course of all these past 36 years or so, and which were only intended by me for future electronic publication, through my posting or blogging activities, in the Internet, for open public reading at some appropriate future date and time. Fortunately, I had also made extra photocopies of these articles beforehand -- and which I have now used as vital sources of factual materials and of crucial information [for the writing of my probing and questioning report/essay, entitled THE DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH PAPERS (The DCCS Papers), which has just been published as the latest posting in this particular blog] -- on, and with the accompanying disclosure of, certain key moments and facts relating or pertaining to my AWOL as a Section Leader trainee in 1972 from my Kilo Company in SAFTI -- an event which has, up to now, been deliberately and cleverly shrouded with much secrecy, mystery and misleading misinformation.

COMMENTARY :

I WOULD NOT HAVE PUBLISHED THIS ARTICLE, "THE DCCS PAPERS", HAD THE ABOVE-MENTIONED PERSONAL DOCUMENTS, CONTAINING VITAL INFORMATION AND CRUCIAL FACTS ABOUT MYSELF AND MY AWOL EXPERIENCE, AND UPON WHICH THIS ARTICLE IS BASED, NOT BEEN MADE TO DISAPPEAR -- OR CAUSED TO BE "LOST" -- FROM MY PERSONAL POSSESSION, UNDER SUCH A STRANGE, SUSPICIOUS, MYSTERIOUS AND SEEMINGLY INEVITABLE CIRCUMSTANCE! IN OTHER WORDS, DEAR READERS, I WAS COMPELLED TO DISCLOSE THE FACTS AND TO PROVIDE THE NECESSARY QUESTIONS PERTAINING TO SUCH A KEY AND MOMENTOUS EVENT IN MY LIFE -- NAMELY, MY GOING AWOL IN 1972 AS A NATIONAL SERVICEMAN -- AN ACT WHOSE CONSEQUENCES AND RESULTANT IMPLICATIONS FOR MY LIFE AS A MAN, HUMAN BEING, CITIZEN AND WRITER WERE TRULY ASTOUNDING, IN THEIR SETTING OF THE COURSE OF MY RESTRICTED LIFE -- AS AN UNWILLING AND UNHAPPY IMPLANTEE. (IT WASTHE SINGLE AND MOST SIGNIFICANT TRANSFORMATION OF MYSELF -- OF MY BEING -- WHICH I HAD BECOME OR TURNED INTO, AS IT WAS NEVER EXPECTED, PREDICTED OR INTENDED, BACK THEN 1972 AT SAFTI, WHEN I WAS IMPLANTED WITHOUT MY PERMISSION AND CONSENT. THE "SOLUTION" TO MY PLIGHT NOW AND PROBLEMATIC SITUATION THEN -- CAUSED BY MY GOING AWOL IN 1972! -- WAS JUST ONE AMONG MANY POSSIBILITIES AND ALTERNATIVES!).


SECOND REPORT :

I, David Chua Chuan Seah (NRIC No: S0028486F), a blogger by circumstance and a writer by choice and profession, am a kind, caring, concerned and considerate house-owner. (My house is located at : Blk 264, Yishun Street 22, #10-145, Singapore 760264.) As a home-owner, I look after my household items or properties well -- keeping them as safely and as securely as I can. So it was with great surprise and consternation that I discovered the mysterious disappearance (or loss?) of my own personal documents -- from the sanctity and safety and security of my own strongly guarded or defended (i.e., soundly locked) HDB flat [on 7.12.08, SUNDAY]!!

Question :

Who had caused the DISAPPEARANCE (or "LOSS") of my important documents [computer print-outs and also photo-copies of my numerous essays or articles that have been appearing regularly in my actively maintained -- and hugely popular and influential -- personal BLOGS] ( http://afighterandalovertoo.blogspot.com and http://trainofmypresence.blogspot.com ) ] ?

Are those who claim to be "trustworthy", "honest", "good", "able", and "caring" leaders and followers in the Singapore Government willing or prepared to discuss the real causes of, the actual reasons for, and the implications of such a great (and not just in a symbolic sense) disappearance (or "loss") of my personal documents at a time like this -- for me and for my future prospects as a credible and honest writer?

There is only one possible explanation for such an inexcusable act of thievery by government officers : These guilt-ridden (certainly hardly innocent) snoopers and surveillance officers have emerged -- after having entered my flat, so secretively, stealthily and deviously, and then stealing my already-mentioned personal documents, by engaging the professional and secret services of a trusted locksmith, to unlock my reasonably bolted and locked main front door, while I was asleep in the bedroom! -- as SAVIOURS and DEFENDERS of the nation of Singapore!

COMMENTARY :

Are you trying to control me -- by stealth? Yes, by stealing from me? My own property?

Don't you -- haven't you already, yet! -- realize that the LOCK -- MY LOCK! -- to MY DOOR -- yes! MY DOOR -- is made of good, pungent and stern stuff? (My Door -- which leads to my NOTABLE AND NECESSARY ideas and comments -- is sacred! my door -- YES, MY LOCK, too -- is engaging, sometimes, and imposing, at other times! It is often self-effacing but always supremely confident! (Are you aghast at what I've just said? So much for your exciting year, in which you're restricted in your movements and thoughts! And so much for your "goodness", "ability", and "caring" nature!)

My response to such governmental misdemeanour : I have absolutely NO interest in you people, you fucking idiots!

Lastly, if some unexpected turn of events should occur (due to a sudden change of mind and of heart in some people -- from their elevated positions of power and responsibility), please contact me, dear readers, via my Residential Address [Blk. 264, Yishun Street 22, #10-145, Singapore 760264] -- and do let me know in advance [my handphone no. : 82654077] -- should you happen to DISCOVER the re-appearance of my "lost" items somewhere in Singapore (where else?) -- to conclude the solution of a strange and mysterious case of a disappearing act -- by the honourable men and women working in the Singapore Government -- of the highest quality and distinction!

Thank you very much.


THIS REPORT (WHICH CONTAINED UNCLASSIFIED INFORMATION) -- AND ENTITLED "THE DCCS PAPERS" -- WAS PERSONALLY SUBMITTED/PRESENTED BY:

THE DEFENDANT :

NAME: DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH
NRIC NO.: S0028486F
DATE OF BIRTH: 30/7/1953
EMAIL ADDRESS: chua.chuanseah4@gmail.com

[DEFINITIVE & UNCOMPROMISED] : THE LONG, LONG, LONG NIGHTMARE : THE HISTORY OF MY 36 YEARS AS A "POLITICAL INFANTILIST" -- ON PAPER ! (1972 - 2008)

THE LONG AND BIG PUBLIC

MASQUERADE -- AS AN "AGENT"

(OR "EMPLOYEE") OF

THE SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT --

BUT ONLY ON PAPER !


ADVICE TO THOSE WHO ARE INVOLVED :

NOW IS THE MOMENT FOR YOU ALL

SURVEILLANCE OFFICERS

TO ACT, THINK, DECIDE AND DO --

AS I SAY AND PLEASE ! WHY?


THESE ARE MY REASONS :


(1) I've Had Enough (Of Such Scenario-Thinking and Story-Telling);


(2) It's Time For Me To Be Real, Realistic and Tough !



(3) IT'S TIME FOR THE MILITARY TOP BRASS,

WORKING IN SAFTI IN 1972, TO ADMIT, CONFESS, APOLOGIZE

AND BE CONTRITE NOW -- IF

THEY STILL HAVE ANY SEMBLANCE OF HONOUR, SELF-

RESPECT AND DECENCY !!!


Readers of my entire series of postings in my 3 blogs : especially http://thenon-romanticloverandwriter.blogspot.com/ -- which is the most currently active and constantly updated blog now -- and also the more familiar and bitter articles in : http://afighterandalovertoo.blogspot.com/ , will now be the first to know the TRUTH about why there are so many discrepancies, contradictions, inconsistencies and illogicalities in the many accounts which I've had given to readers of these blogs about myself and my life in the past 36 years or so.

I've had enough ! (as the title of this entry indicates) : announcing my entry into the world of "above-ground" or "on-the-ground" professional writing (and blogging), beginning from many months back (IN THE YEAR 2008), and which has given me so much power as a no-longer-underground thinking writer! It's time, yes, for me to be TOUGH -- and disclose, passionately and with a renewed sense of immediacy and urgency (for I am no longer still young), the reasons for my inexplicable and unjustifiable EMOTIONAL sufferings, HUMILIATION and INTELLECTUAL impoverishment THROUGHOUT MORE THAN 36 years now.

I have recounted then in my blog entries, including the latest ones -- my plight and predicament as a near-candidate for CONSIDERATION and, eventually, PUBLIC HIGHLIGHTING -- BY THE INTERNATIONAL HUMAN RIGHTS ORGANISATIONS -- OF MY BASIC HUMAN RIGHTS (PARTICULARLY THOSE OF MINE AS A MAN) BEING MORONICALLY AND IDIOTICALLY ABUSED BY THE FUCKING SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT! As someone WHO IS CLEARLY AND EVIDENTLY TARGETTED by the local INTELLIGENCE and SECURITY authorities (in a case of human rights abuses), and as one who indomitably and forcefully resists all attempts by the security and intelligence authorities to force one into a position of ZERO (so that one would have no other alternatives but to accept the sole and undivided leadership of the Singapore Government), I will forever insist on finding out the truth behind or underneath our highly compromised and, expectedly, very commercially successful print-media "writers"! Considering the quality, strength, range and standard of my, so far, electronically published writings, as reflected in my numerous blog articles or essays; and keeping in mind the psychological and emotional "long-sufferings" (and also physical loneliness, socially isolation, and love-starved and yet unmarried status and lifestyle -- but certainly not of a man who is totally sexually deprived or frustrated) of a man who has had plenty of long-time and varied experiences patronizing adult female prostitutes, especially those wonderful Chinese girls working in Geylang); and, lastly, viewing his less than "model citizen" status, and also considering the relentless and merciless pressure applied by the "good" and "able" (but certainly NOT caring) surveillance authorities, for far too long now, it is not difficult to understand now why I have sunk or descended into my lowest level of inhuman and pitiful existence -- even as a stubbornly thrifty consumer! That is why I have been seeking -- oh, goodness! gracious! -- public FINANCIAL assistance from the Singapore Government -- in such a humiliating way, at more than 55 years of age, and hence, as a thinking Senior Citizen who, no less than any other "highly qualified" professionals in the same trade, business, art, or activity, and probably encountering the same financial problems as mine, could have been so motivated enough by his own causes, principles, ideas, values, goals and beliefs, to go in search of ladies of the morning, afternoon and night, in order to satisfy his basic sexual needs, as a still-vigorous horny man, with the greatest of ease! So why has he become so poor?


The whole issue of my plight is centred around this question: Why am I -- or, why have I become -- so politically "untouchable", so financially unrewarded, and professionally unsuccessful as a WRITER? WHO are the people responsible for inducing in me such "untouchability", such "incapacity", such lack of intellectual excellence, such lack of assuredness in personal and professional achievements? Why have I become so unsuccessful -- as a writer of serious, quality essays, articles and books?

UNVEILLING THE PUBLIC MASQUERADE -- AND THE COVER-UP ( ADOPTED OR CONSTRUCTED BY THE EX-OFFICERS IN THE OLD MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT (1976) -- AND THEIR SUPPORT OF, AND ASSISTANCE TO, THESE FUCKING SAFTI MILITARY OFFICERS (THE TOP BRASS) WHO MADE THE ERRONEOUS DECISION TO "IMPLANT" ME IN 1972, AFTER I HAD GONE AWOL AND LATER RETURNED TO "KILO" COMPANY (SAFTI), WHERE I WAS UNDERGOING SECTION LEADER TRAINING:


OF PAPER CERTIFICATES, PAPER DOCUMENTS,

AND OTHER PAPER "EVIDENCES" ON

MY SUPPOSED "INCAPABILITY"

TO WORK AS A PROFESSINAL WRITER :


MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT (MINDEF), in 1976, is a partner in supporting and in covering up this crime of "implanting" me (COMMITTED in 1972 BY SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES). I was directed to seek medical attention by my Officer Commanding, KILO COMPANY and was warded at the Medical Centre in SAFTI for clinical observation by military doctors. I have had disclosed my personal reasons for going AWOL in many of my previous blog entries. But I have yet, up until now, yes -- at this particular moment in time [readers, please be patient and calm : just read on, and hopefully if my mother is blessing me now, and while I am trying very hard to remember -- yes, to locate with accuracy and detail and honesty -- the nature of the missing pieces to this huge puzzling aspect of my troubled and disturbed life (resulting from the crucial life-changing "implantation" of my being, as an enlisted but reluctant and ill-adapted soldier who had gone AWOL in the year 1972); and also, its effects on, and implications for, my dull and boring and unhappy life in the last 36 years or so. What, and who, had influenced and even determined -- in mostly negative, destructive and undesired ways -- the course of my life so far -- including all the petty-minded and cruel violations of, and disrespect for, my human rights! Hence, it is not difficult now to understand all the bizarre outcomes, unexpected "loony" behaviour and dismal (and moronic and idiotic) consequences of almost all of my attempts to realizel my cherished goals and ambitions -- as a man, human being, citizen and, still, UNPUBLISHED (though not electronically, in the Internet) writer of PRINTED BOOKS)!

Invasion Of Privacy: Latest (Revised and Updated) Report On The Human Rights Situation In Singapore: A Case Study (of David Chua Chuan Seah)

What Actually Happened in the

Year 1972 :

The Moment Of Self-Discovery By

An "Implantee"

-- With A Little Help From My

"Friends"

(MSD/ISD/PAP/SPF/SG

Members and Officers)



Why I Have Suffered 36 Years Of

Manipulated Life,

Of Puzzling History, And Of

Purposeless Behaviour

(Both Private And Public)




QUOTE NO. ONE:

I never submitted the whole system of my opinions to the creed of any one party of men whatever, in religion, in philosophy, in politics or in anything else, where I was capable of thinking for myself .... such an "addiction" is the last degradation of a free and moral agent.

THOMAS JEFFERSON (1743 - 1826)
AMERICAN STATESMAN, 3RD PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED TATES, AND PRINCIPAL AUTHOR OF THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE

QUOTE NO. TWO:

You cannot talk to a power politician as if he were a wise man.

THOMAS MERTON, "Symphony For A Sea Bird",
THE WAY OF CHUANG TZU (Boston & London: Shambhala, 1965)



I had foolishly gone AWOL from my company, based at Singapore Armed Forces Training Institute, where I was undergoing three months of infantry Section Leader training, sometime in early 1972. After a few days of wandering about, I returned to camp eventually and was quickly warded at the Medical Centre in SAFTI for observation.

I was an unobtrusive and quiet patient in the ward, while undergoing daily medical examination by the medical doctors there and also by the psychiatrists at a Government clinic at Maxwell Road, where I was referred to for specialist observation.

During the time I was resting as a patient in the Medical Centre, something serious and grave -- oh, Heavens! -- happened to me, which was to set the course of my future from then onwards. But what exactly did take place there and then?

This is a question of major importance to my life now and it has serious implications for my future as a writer. I've been waiting, since 1972, for this moment of truth-telling! This revelation of my actual status as a man, human being, citizen and writer -- with its purported role of an "implantee" (or agent or employee of the Singapore Government) will illuminate the rest of my life -- and allow me to see clearly ahead, on my road to professional success as a writer -- in Singapore, no less!

I will launch attack after attack -- against the Singapore Government for damaging my life -- with, especially, regard to my sexual needs -- and I will hold them responsible for any failure of mine now as a man trying to live out a normal life for the rest of my existence on this earth.

All I know is that I can remember many events, episodes and activities that I have had experienced during the last 36 years of my life -- as a "schizophrenic", a "molester", a "thief", a "violent" or "aggressive" man, a "PAP agent", a production worker, a low-level and humble clerk, a "mole", a "spy" -- yes, in other words, as a "government employee" acting in all these roles, guises and capacities which are all totally unsuited to my character, my personality, my values and principles, and my goals and real interests as a man, human being, citizen and aspiring writer!

The time for continuing to launch my anti-government sarcastic responses remains! My memory tells me if I am to embark on a serious and purposeful future course of action, I must attack the Singapore Government from now onwards. And I have been trying my best to do so -- except, on certain occasions, when, for some clear reasons -- moments of idiocy and imbecility -- under uninvited provocation!

I want to stress the gravity of the Singapore Government's mistake in "implanting" me, unofficially and without my consent or permission, in 1972 -- an act which was to result, for many years now, in its constant and conscious attempt and and effort -- by using the instruments of ministerial and state powers (the government,law, the police, etc.) to undermine my eventual (contemplated) success as a serious, quality writer unde (of published books -- and essays in important magazines)!

Today is the day for the Singapore Government to recognize and acknowledge, as the lawfully but unfairly elected rulers of Singapore, the upmost severity of my problematic situation. I have to regard myself as a case of Human Rights Abuses by the Singapore Government -- should this elected Democratic Government in Singapore fail to grant me my right to work as a professional writer.

I am not out to fix the government of Singapore -- no, not in any sense of the word. I am honestly trying to resolve my extremely difficult problem and my complicated present situation. Nobody up to now understands my problem, my situation, my predicament, my plight -- including my own cherished family members!

The choice is clear: Either the Singapore Government acts decisively on this vital matter of mine or it will have to answer to History.


Addendum:

All my revelations and exposure about surveillance officers and their activities are not aimed at undermining the Singapore Government's clear understanding of the issue at hand. I just want to EXPRESS myself -- my awareness, my knowledge, my knowingness -- after, especially, being for so long almost totally ignorant of what is crucially going on or taking place -- as a life-changing and life-affecting vital issue -- in this small country of my own and in the larger world too!

Let me declare that I regard the Singapore Government as entirely responsible for any failure of mine to work as a published professional writer (and to live with dignity and self-respect) -- and for any supposedly accummulated "debt" (of whatever kind) which it owed me (and for whose payment it has yet to make concretely and practically, in no uncertain or miniscule terms)! Does it still insist that it does not have any debt -- of whatever kind -- which it still owes me? [Had I not lost, missed, wasted and sacrificed so much? And had I not earned anything at all -- not even some monetary remuneration and even compensation, yes! -- for all my intellectual, moral, artistic and even physical efforts during these past 36 years of living as a reluctant and, sometimes, unhappy "implantee"? I just don't want to work, whether officially or unofficially, secretly or otherwise (except for a brief period at MSD in the days of long ago!), as a member of the governmental surveillance authorities -- be it as an intelligence or security officer or in any capacity or role. I am just INCOMPATIBLE with Government service!]

This is what is TROUBLING and PUZZLING to me -- as a rational man with some compassion of no small measure: How could anyone force me to work in any capacity or role or guise that I have absolutely neither the interest nor the qualities or the abilities to perform in -- to my own satisfaction and self-respect?

And I'm not going to join a political party just to reward the loyalty of activists -- former or current ones! I do want to serve the people, but only as a writer and not a a practising politician! But firstly, I must, after all these hopeless and miserable years, serve myself -- yes!, my own needs and goals!

I believe a great number of Singa0poreans are suffering from a disaffected relationship with and attitude towards the Singapore government! Andf they mustbe, this coming General Election, allowed tom express such disaffection at the ballot box. This is a cornerstone of true and genuine -- not cosmetic -- democracy! (And certainly, I am not going to be in politics to enrich myself or to exercise autocratic powers!) And I don't believe in Western conspiracies! Some leaders aremore interested in, or concerned with, Western bullying -- in the form of conspiracies, for instance, which they claim these Western powers are (or which they accuse them of) trying to use to undermine their positions in the political and social order (or themselves!) -- than in how they TREAT their OWN PEOPLE!

That grave mistake in "implanting" me was not accidental. I am very sure of that! It was a deliberate and calculated attempt to exploit my weaknesses and defects in order to serve an outcome which all members of the top brass in SAFTI at that time were keen to establish in their lives and which was based on a decision undertaken by the military top brass with such unforgivable lightness of consideration and with such unbearable lack of awareness of its severe implications to my own life and future -- should the outcome ever turn into a disastrous mishandling of my case and an unpardonable mistreatment of myself as a medical patient warded at a medical centre for simple medical observation and perhaps even professional treatment by qualified medical practitioners -- yes, for an admittedly rash and foolish act which, nonetheless, merely expressed my youthful idealism and naivete in those days.

But why, oh why? And why the cover-up all these years?

Was there ever such an example of total INEPTITUDE by members of what is publicly promoted and claimed as a supposedly "good" and "able" government? And are they really and truly interested in a GENUINE transfer of power -- and not in a cosmetic one? Is it going to be an admirable exercise in statesmanship? OR IS IT JUST A MATTER OF SIMPLY LOSING TOTAL CONTROL? WILL THE TRANSFER RESULT IN INCESTUOUS PARTITIONS OR DIVISIONS --AND THEN IN SHAMBLES? TRULY, IT WILL BE AN IGNOMINOUS END TO SO MANY YEARS OF "HIGHLY SUCCESSFUL" RULE -- ALBEIT A RULE BASED MOSTLY ON BLUFF! -- AND ALSO DAMN INSULTING THREATS AND TYPICALLY ABUSIVE AND CRUEL ACTIONS!

WOULD IT BE -- ASSUMING IT IS GOING TO BE A REALITY! -- A TIMELY (AND HENCE ORDERLY) TRANSFER OF POWER? OR WILL IT DEPEND ON EXTREMISTS FROM BOTH (OR MANY) SIDES OF THE POLITICAL DIVIDE: PLANNING, SCHEMING AND ORGANIZING -- FOR AN EVENTUAL FATAL END (OR JUST A BLOW) TO SUCH "OPENING-UP OF THE POLITICAL PROCESS", TO BE KICKED OFF INITIALLY BY A "GENUINE" -- AND NOT COSMETIC -- "TRANSFER OF POWER"?

THE POSSIBILITY OF THIS SO-CALLED "TRANSFER OF POWER" BECOMING, OR RESULTING IN, PHONY "LIBERATION" -- WITH INTENDED AND EXPECTED (BECAUSE PLANNED, CONCOCTED, MANUFACTURED AND INSTIGATED) BRUTISH AND IRRATIONAL CONSEQUENCES -- IS THERE FOR ALL TO SEE (IN ADVANCE) -- ESPECIALLY TO, AND FOR, THOSE IN-THE-KNOW: TO WITNESS, REMEMBER AND BE ON GUARD AGAINST!

I WOULD COUNSEL ALL THOSE WHO ARE TEMPTED, ENTICED, PROMPTED AND ENCOURAGED -- WHO, IN OTHER WORDS, ARE LIKELY TO BE CONCERNED WITH, OR BE INVOLVED IN, TO REGARD SUCH A "TRANSFER OF POWER" WITH CAUTION! THEY SHOULD ACT WISELY AND HONESTLY, AND, TO REPEAT, SHOW THE UTMOST CAUTION!

LEE KUAN YEW HIMSELF IS NOT THE UNIFYING PRINCIPLE IN THE LIVES OF MOST OF US! LET ME TELL YOU THIS: HIS DEATH ITSELF WILL NOT RESULT IN THE FATAL -- OR OTHERWISE -- END OF (OR BLOW FOR) THE PAP REGIME. IT IS, AFTER ALL AND ACTUALLY, NOT THE REMOVAL OF BIG, BIG, FUCKINGLY BIG EGOs THAT WILL CREATE PROBLEMS FOR THE ERSTWHILE SUCCESSFUL GOVERNMENT OF SINGAPORE.

WHAT THEN IS THE SOLUTION? WELL, MY HUMBLE AND UNPROFESSIONAL REPLY: REAL DIFFICULTIES MUST NOT BE LEFT TO RESOLVE THEMSELVES! SOME PEOPLE WITH INSIGHT, WISDOM AND UNDERSTANDING (AND NOT MERE KNOWLEDGE, INFORMATION AND INTELLIGENCE) -- PRESUMABLY THE CURRENT LEADERS -- HAVE TO BELIEVE IN -- AND TO PRACTISE WHAT THEY BELIEVE IN AND SAY (WHETHER PUBLICLY OR NOT) -- THE POLITICS OF RETREAT!

AND YOU DON'T NEED ALL THOSE FUCKING SWEET-TALKING PUBLIC RELATIONS OFFICERS TO HELP PREPARE THE GROUND FOR THAT -- OR TO KEEP UP BRAVE FRONTS FOR THEMSELVES IN ORDER TO DO THAT! (IT IS, I'M SURE, PRETTY HUMBLING -- EVEN HUMILIATING --FOR THEM TO ADOPT SUCH RETRACTION OR RETREAT FROM THEIR WORLD-FAMOUS BRAND OF POLITICS AND GOVERNMENT!) THAT IS ALL!

Surveillance Officers: We Don't Express Ourselves -- We Only React and Respond!

Intrusive, Disrespectful and

Upsetting

Surveillance and Control

by Intelligence and Security

Officers

of the PAP Government




Personal Testimony of A Citizen and Witness :

My Private and Public Life Has Been Turned Upside Down by the PAP Government. It Uses Images and Voices From People I Know Closely (Or Am Familiar or Acquainted With -- Such As Family Members, Friends, Ex-colleagues and Ex-classmates and Relatives) -- In Order To Control and Turn Me Into, By Turns An Enforcement/Security Agent and By Others An Obedient Subject. I Have Become One, After More Than 36 Years As A Reluctant, Poor, Unfortunate and Helpless (and Sexually Frustrated and Deprived -- Not to Mention Socially Unhappy and Love-starved) Victim of Governmental Manipulation and Control. These Surveillance Officers All Try To Exert Maximum Control Over My Own Mind, Heart, Soul and Body -- With the Practised Cunning, Determined Intention and Long-term Plan (For Such Implementation of the Deliberate Use of Often Illogical and Misleading Words, Images, Messages, Suggestions, Hints and Many Other Tricks and Methods of Communication -- Including, Quite Often, Downright Abusive Verbal Communication Techniques)!


Yes, instead of presenting and identifying themselves -- seriously, openly and clearly -- in order to respectfully and honestly make their own intentions known, and to express their own needs and desires, these surveillance officers (both male and female, whether separately and individually or as a combined unit), just contribute to my perturbation as a man, human being, citizen and writer!

Yes, these human monitors, censors, spies, agents, snoopers and controllers -- with the help of the latest and the most advanced scientific equipment and technological inventions and electronic/electrical products -- have been, day-in and day-out, second-after-second, minute-after-minute, hour-after-hour, day-after-day, week-after-week, month-after-month, year-afer-year, WORKING (real hard indeed!) to disturb me!

They have been insulting me -- my intelligence and my respect for myself; they have been controlling me -- to hide their own inadequacies and hang-ups. They have been expressing their grievances and complaints; they have been humiliating me -- while I am taking a shower, changing clothes, urinating, shitting, masturbating, and fucking women (and there were, and will still be, plenty of such women in my life as a resistant and dissident citizen)! They have been issuing "challenges" to me, knowingly or not; they have been pretending to be what they are not (and never will be!); they want to impress upon me that they are likely "winners", that they can achieve victories (moral?, intellectual?, what else?), that they can obtain "permanent" (sexual, especially) satisfasction, enjoyment, pleasure and success!

These surveillance officers (men and women) want to please themselves (in so many different ways that are -- secretively or not -- best known only to themselves); they want to react or to respond (to my expressions and self-expressions); yes, they want to ejaculate (how many times per week?); to avenge their "sufferings" (caused by me?) -- by making me suffer in turn. They want to avenge Lee Kuan Yew's humiliation under my deliberate, insulting and provocative verbal dismissiveness; and to avenge themselves on me -- their long-time (but long-suffering) nemesis! They want to punish me for daring to insult their modesty, saintliness, prudery, prudishness, holiness, religiousity, purity, perfection, infallibility, uprightness, goodness, ability and everything worth their while to mention (in support of their "feel-good" factor: yes, to feel "good", "able", etc., etc., etc.).

But, dear fellow citizens and readers, these surveillance officers NEVER want to admit to their own mistakes; they NEVER want to -- thus and accordingly -- CORRECT or REMEDY their own grave mistakes!

Instead, they choose to EXPLOIT such mistakes of theirs -- committed from the highest level of governmental authority to the lowest level of official subordination -- and turn them to their own advantage (and to gain farther advantages of whatever kinds) -- ALL IN THEIR OWN FAVOUR!

Finally, a word of reminder to these conformists who lack (STRONG) minds of their own: How can they continue to insult me, repeatedly -- and to "take me on" in things or subjects which I CAN commandeer? (and, further, in areas where I am the absolute and undeniable MASTER and COMMANDER -- the COMMANDANT, in effect?)!

I am a self-confident blogger, dissident, writer, manly lover, and, unarguably, a unique and original human being. I, namely: David Chua Chuan Seah, can never be "helped" to "enjoy" myself by these surveillance officers when their only motive for such "help" is to APPEASE their own guilt-ridden complex! For, as a writer, I must be asked (and be FULLY respected for my sincere and honest reply) : What are my own intentions? Are they noble and magnanimous? Or debased, degrading and abusive?

AND THIS IS MY REPLY : It is time for these surveillance officers to find out whether or not I am a liar (a pathological one?), a "mental defective", a "psychopath", or ... (what else?, you idiots!).

ADDENDUM:

This is my request: Do not exploit my weaknesses (e.g. for women and girls), including my soft-heartedness, my obsession with good hygiene, comfort, my meticulousness, my confidence, my resourcefulness, my urge to get close to women and girls (again!, but why not? : what, really or exactly, can I do, Sir?).

Please do not take advantage of my ignorance about many scientific facts, matters, inventions and technological advances -- whose knowledge or awareness of many people simply take for granted.

Please do not exploit my "stubborness"; please do not abuse my humility. Please do not corrupt and contaminate my precious thoughts (which are many indeed!) and also my few, perhaps too few indeed -- but nonetheless sensitive (sometimes very much so !) feelings!

That is all.

My Recent Times And Experiences With Various Asian Beauties -- As An Oppositionist and Critic of the Surveillance Authorities

My Overdue "Sexual" Contacts

(Countless!), Social Relations

(Countless!) and Penetrative Sexual

Intercourse Sessions --

With Good (!) Women and Girls

( From 28th June 2008

To 29th October 2008) :

1. 28.6.08 (Sat.) -- With "Fei Fei" (young, cheerful & lovely); satisfaction: 100% !;
2. 20.7.08 (Sun.) -- With "Yeh" (attractive); satisfaction: 80% !;
3. 30.7.08 (Wed.) -- With "Fung Fung" (mischievous but loving); satisfaction: 50% !;
4. 13.9.08 (Sat.) -- With "Yan" (25, cheerful, pretty, Indonesian); satisfaction: 90% !;
5. 19.9.08 (Fri.) -- With "Huey Bin" (young, cheerful & beautiful); satisfaction: 90% !;
6. 20.9.08 (Sat.) -- With "Jenny" (mercenary but totally obliging); satisfaction: 70% !;
7. 21.9.08 (Sun.) -- With "Xiao Fung" (simply, adorably lovely); satisfaction: 100% !!!;
8. 27.9.08 (Sat.) -- With "Xiao Chang" (loving & lovely); satisfaction: 100% !;
9. 29.9.08 (Mon.) -- With "Linda" (pretty); 90% !;
10. 1.10.08 (Wed.) -- With "Hantu" (pretty, sexy and, yes!, money-minded!); satisfaction: 55% !;
11. 19.10.08 (Sun.) -- With "Xuan Xuan" (22, attractive, charming, loving, irrepressible, responsive, interested, sexy, amiable, companionable, considerate, sociable, friendly, genial,helpful, kind, obliging and solicitous; terrific!); satisfaction: 100% !;
12. 22.10.08 (Wed.) -- With "Xuan Xuan" (again! -- still charming, loving, irrepressible and passionate; lots of foreplay; wonderful!); satisfaction: 100% !;
13. 29.10.08 (Wed.) -- With "Xuan Xuan" (yes, once again! -- my darling lover, new-found girlfriend, honey and babe! I love her with all my heart, soul, mind and body! My major success in my love, sex and social life after 36 years of being under governmental surveillance and manipulation! Rock on, Sweetie!); satisfaction: 160% !!!!!!!

COMMENTARY:

The PAP bastards think I can't stop THEM from undermining and spoiling my love, sex and social life -- probably due to the fact that I can't see them in person! But really, I don't give them a fucking recognition or acknowledgement!

So I don't bother about these surveillance officers. I know the PAP's TOP SECRET! Openly and publicly! It is: Domination Over Its Subjects! I just do what I please! All it takes is for someone I trust to enhance my life -- sexually and hence intellectually. Yes, this is how I live my life on my own terms and conditions -- as a reluctant "implantee", an "agent", a critic, a writer, a "schizophrenic", a "pervert", a lover, a "molester", a "prisoner", a blogger and a socio-political commentator and essayist. And I just need the perfect accompaniment -- a nice, pretty girl whom I love with all my heart, soul, mind, and body -- for such a multi-various life. And do you know who that lucky girl might be? Well, she is my latest girlfriend and lover, Kelly. I, an individualist, feel lucky to have met Kelly. Say good luck to me -- for I am under surveillance by the authorities and my rights as a man, writer, citizen and human being are being infringed upon and cruelly violated by these ubiquitous authorities. I, too, am an ordinary human being after all: I need conveniences, accessibilities, accommodation, advantages, amenities, appliances, appropriateness, availability, benefits, chances, comfort, ease, enjoyment, facilities, fitness, handiness, help, leisure, opportuneness, opportunities, satisfaction, services, serviceability, suitability, timeliness, uses, usefulness and utilities!

Nowadays, I'm in greater control of my life and personal being and my career as a writer is in ascendancy! (Yes! Yes!)

I'm loving, responsible, liberated, natural, versatile, provocative, sensual, quiet, commanding, attentive, modern, notable, intriguing, ingenious, captivating, deep, mysterious, daring, confident, friendly (except to the MSD/PAP officers), honest, wild (sometimes!), resourceful, cultivated, well-read, high-brow (most of the time), low-brow (sometimes), handsome (still!), individualistic, sexy, manly, notorious, sincere, bold, assertive, independent, sharp-minded, intelligent, thoughtful, intuitive, forceful, self-educated (mostly) and, yes, FREE (determinedly, insistently, persistently and potently!). I am the star in my own blogs -- for I write not as a team of group-thinking composite bloggers but only (and only) as myself, an independent authorial voice (of reason and compassion).

I'm getting poorer and poorer in my finances; but I'm becoming richer and richer in my mind. I'm more powerful now as a writer, citizen-leader and critic. The PAP bastards can torture me in any way they want. But as long as I am alive, I will always be an oppositionist (in this post-modernist, globalized world), a writer and critic who loves women and girls (especially when they are pretty and shapely)!

If there is only one idea of freedom, and only one, then the PAP will win! But the PAP has not won, not yet! If it has, then it would not repeat this word "freedom" over and over, again and again! It wants to, with such repetition, change not only people's minds but also their very BRAINS!

If the PAP has succeeded in getting its own version or idea of "freedom" into the BRAIN of every Singapore citizen, then it could simply have taken freedom -- as it has defined it -- for granted! Did it? Does the PAP still? Even today?

QUOTES FOR THE TIMES:

Deprivation and impotence sanctify the "mindless", the most humble!

-- George Steiner, ERRATA: AN EXAMINED LIFE (London: Weidenfeld & Nicolson, 1997)

Untold personal destitution, ridicule, isolation, obscurity, not to speak of persecution on ideological-political grounds, has attended on the production of great art, literature or philosophic investigation....the evidences of suffering and solitude remain overwhelming. In the midst of the inhumanity and indifference of history; a handful of men and women have been creatively possessed by the compelling splendour of the "useless"! This constitutes the eminent dignity, the "princeliness" of our "brutal" kind.

-- George Steiner, ibid

None are more enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free.

-- Goethe

But who will guard the guardians themselves?

-- Juvenal (c. 60 -- 130 AD)

The true danger is when liberty is nibbled away, for expedience, and by parts.

-- Edmund Burke (1729 -- 1797)