YOU FUCKING IDIOTS, YOU STILL WANT TO LOCK ME UP ? (IN PRISON OR IN MENTAL HOSPITAL ?) -- IN SPITE OF EVERYTHING YOU'VE HAD ALREADY LEARNED

FROM DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH
TO BOTH SAFTI MILITARY OFFICERS (1972)
AND MSD OFFICERS/PERSONNEL (1976) :

ABOUT MY IMPENDING OR
COMING ARREST, DETENTION, TRIAL, SENTENCING, CONVICTION
AND IMPRISONMENT -- CONDUCTED BY A KANGAROO-COURT WITH
A LITTLE HELP FROM "HONOURABLE" AND "GENTLEMANLY" COURT OFFICIALS,
LAWYERS, JUDGES AND
ALL THOSE WHO WOULD BE
DULY INVOLVED IN MY STRANGE "CRIMINAL" (WHAT ELSE CAN
THE PUBLIC EXPECT?) CASE :

AM I GOING TO CONTINUE
LIVING, WORKING AND PLAYING
IN A NIGHTMARISH WORLD,
OR WILL IT BE SWEETNESS AND LIGHT
FROM NOW ONWARDS --
RIGHT FROM THE MOMENT OF
MY IMPENDING ARREST
BY THOSE "HONOURABLE"
AND "GENTLEMANLY" LAW
ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS?

INTERESTING QUESTION :
BUT, DEAREST SIRS (AND MADAMS), PLEASE, ON WHAT GROUNDS -- CERTAINLY AND SURELY -- MAY I HUMBLY, HONESTLY, RESPECTFULLY, AND TRULY ASK ?

MY OWN HIGHLY IMAGINATIVE
AND SELECTIVE REPLY :

ON THE GROUND THAT I AM "INSANE" ?

OR THAT I AM A "CRIMINAL" ?

OR WHAT ELSE? A "SEXUAL PERVERT"? A

DISGUSTING "EXHIBITIONIST"?

A "THIEF"? AN IMMODEST

AND OUTRAGEOUS "MOLESTER"?

YES, WHAT ELSE -- YOU MORONIC BASTARDS!

DO YOU HONESTLY THINK

THAT YOU CAN

PROVE YOUR ALLEGATION OR

CHARGE? (YES, ESPECIALLY IN A

KANGAROO COURT OF LAW !)


MY CHALLENGES TO THOSE WHO ARE OUT TO ARREST (MEANING: INSULT) ME -- AS THEY HAVE BEEN DOING SO, SINCE 1972 (THE YEAR OF MY UNWELCOMED, UNDESIRABLE, UNDESIRED AND NON-ACCEPTABLE IMPLANTATION BY SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES):


FIRSTLY, YOU CAN'T SIMPLY DISMISS MY VALID CONCERNS !

1. YOU MUST TAKE STEPS TO RESOLVE BOTH MY DOMESTIC AND PUBLIC PROBLEMS -- CREATED BY YOU PEOPLE IN THE FIRST PLACE !
2. THE CRUX OF BOTH MY DOMESTIC AND PUBLIC PROBLEM -- AS AN INDIVIDUALIST AND OPPOSITIONIST WRITER WHO HAS BEEN TRYING UNSUCCESSFULLY TO EARN A LIVING AS -- YES, PRECISELY -- A PROFESSIONAL WRITER -- LIES IN THE QUESTIONABLE CONDUCT OF ALL YOU PEOPLE, WHOSE EGOS ARE SO BIG AND WHO ARE NOT HELD ACCOUNTABLE IN ANY WAY -- NOT EVEN TO THE PAP LEADERSHIP, WHOSE MEMBERS' NAMES AND AUTHORITATIVE AND OFFICIAL POSITIONS YOU PEOPLE HAVE BEEN USING TO JUSTIFY YOUR CRUEL AND INHUMANE TREATMENT OF MYSELF (PRETENDING, ESPECIALLY TO ACT UNDER THEIR INSTRUCTIONS AND DIRECTIONS -- OFFICIAL OR OTHERWISE) -- FOR YOUR OWN NARCISSISTIC MISDEMEANOURS !
3. YOU PEOPLE CARE ONLY ABOUT WHAT YOUR SUPERIORS (THE PAP AND GOVERNMENT LEADERS) -- WHO ARE NOT EXACTLY AND CLEARLY AWARE OF YOUR ILLEGAL ACTIONS, GRAVE MISDEEDS AND SEVERE MISDEMEANOURS -- THINK OF YOU !
4. YOU PEOPLE HAVE LITTLE OR NO -- AT LEAST NOT TRULY GENUINE OR BONA FIDE -- CONCERNS ABOUT AND SYMPATHY FOR THE PLIGHT AND PREDICAMENT OF THOSE ORDINARY PEOPLE WHO ARE VICTIMIZED AS RESISTING AND REBELLIOUS IMPLANTEES -- LIKE YOURS TRULY, DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH !
5. YOU PEOPLE HAVE TRIED SO FAR TO SOLVE YOUR EXPECTED DIFFICULTIES -- DIDN'T YOU PEOPLE FIRST FORESEE SUCH ("UNEXPECTED") NEGATIVE AND LIFE-DESTROYING OUTCOMES AND CONSEQUENCES OF WHAT YOU PEOPLE HAD DECIDED AND ACTED UPON, WHEN YOU PEOPLE (MORONICALLY) IMPLANTED ME IN 1972 (WHEN I WAS JUST SERVING TWO-AND-A-HALF YEARS OF NATIONAL SERVICE IN THE SAF AS AN IDEALISTIC AND INEXPERIENCED YOUNG SOLDIER, TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OF THE UNWILLING ROLE OR PART I WAS COMPELLED -- BY THE LAWS OF THE COUNTRY -- TO PERFORM, IN A FORBIDDING MILIEU AND IN AN AWKWARD ENVIRONMENT WHICH REMINDED ME, DAILY AND CONSTANTLY, THAT I WAS CLEARLY UNFIT TO BE IN ? NO? YES, WHY DIDN'T YOU PEOPLE LOOK AHEAD INTO THE FUTURE, YES, INTO THE KIND OF PERSON I WOULD BECOME , AND INTO THE KIND OF LIFE I WOULD BE LEADING -- AFTER I HAD LEFT THE SINGAPORE ARMED FORCES, UPON COMPLETION OF MY OFFICIALLY-SPECIFIED TERM OF TWO-AND-A-HALF YEARS OF NATIONAL SERVICE!) -- BY PLANNING TO SEND ME INTO (A) PRISON, OR TO (B) MENTAL HOSPITAL. IT IS AN ACT, A DECISION, A PLAN THAT IS NOT ONLY THUGGISH (REMINISCENT OF THE SOVIET-ERA STYLE OF PUTTING DISSIDENTS IN MENTAL HOSPITALS; BUT ALSO, IRONICALLY, AN ACT THAT WILL LEAD TO MORE GRIEVANCES ON MY PART AND SOW THE BAD SEEDS OF DISCORD -- IN A COUNTRY THAT WISHES TO BUILD A MORE HARMONIOUS SOCIETY, OF CITIZENS LIVING TOGETHER AND SHOWING RESPECT FOR ONE ANOTHER! [TELL ME, HOW CAN YOU REALLY EXPECT ME -- SUCH AN INTELLIGENT AND LIFE-AFFIRMING HUMAN BEING, A HARDWORKING AND AMBITIOUS WRITER (NOT MERELY PUBLISHED BLOGGER!), AN AMOROUS MAN WITH, FREQUENTLY, URGENT SEXUAL NEEDS THAT MUST BE SATISFIED, AND LASTLY, AN UNAMBIGUOUSLY, BASICALLY AND ESSENTIALLY LAW-ABIDING CITIZEN (UNTIL YOUR KANGAROO COURT WILL PROVE OTHERWISE!, I AM SURE!) -- YES, IN ALL SINCERITY AND HUMILITY, AND IN GOOD FAITH, HOW CAN YOU ACTUALLY, REALLY AND IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS, EXPECT ME TO RESPECT YOU PEOPLE -- AFTER SUCH A PERIOD OF IMPRISONMENT, THE EXPECTED OUTCOME OF A TRAIN OF EVENTS THAT WILL BEGIN FROM THIS MOMENT -- SHOULD I EVER RELINQUISH MY RIGHT TO FIGHT LIKE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN CAPABLE OF DOING -- AT THE HIGHEST LEVEL OF MY BEING (UNLESS YOU PEOPLE ARE GOING TO CHEAT, YOU MORONIC BASTARDS!]
6. IN SINGAPORE, LET US SIMPLY BLAME OUR UNFREE (AND MAINLY COWARDLY AND MONEY-OBSESSED) PRESS OR MASS MEDIA FOR THE NON-TRANSPARENT AND NON-ACCOUNTABLE BEHAVIOUR AND ACTIONS AND ACTIVITIES OF THESE SECRETIVE, DEVIOUS AND GREEDY SURVEILLANCE AUTHORITIES (GOVERNMENTAL INTELLIGENCE AND SECURITY OFFICERS AND AGENTS)! THE PRESS -- WILL THEY REPORT ON MY CASE, SHOULD I ACTUALLY BECOME A DEFENDANT IN COURT -- FAIRLY, ACCURATELY, HONESTLY AND WITHOUT BIG EGOS TO DEFEND THEMSELVES (AGAINST ME?).
7. YOU MUST TRY TO SECURE OUR NATIONAL DEFENCE AND SECURITY, AND ALSO MAINTAIN AND PROMOTE THE HARMONY AND MUTUAL TRUST AMONG OUR CITIZENS IN OUR DEMOCRATIC SOCIETY -- WITH SPECIAL REGARD TO OUR NATIONAL PLEDGE -- WHILE PROTECTING THE SAME CITIZENS' CIVIL LIBERTIES AND THEIR PRIVACY !
8. AND, FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS, BROTHERS AND SISTERS, AND FELLOW CITIZENS GENERALLY, WHAT --YES, WHAT? (IN GOD'S NAME?) -- IS THE WHOLE POINT OF IT ALL ? (YES, I MEAN, ALL THESE MORONIC ATTEMPTS TO CONTROL -- AND TO EXERT THEIR (THE PAP GOVERNMENT'S) MORONIC AUTHORITY AND POWER OVER -- OUR CITIZENS ? IS IT TO PROVE, DEAREST ONES, THAT THEY (THE PAP BASTARDS) ARE SUPERIOR TO DEAR OLD ME, FINALLY, AFTER ALL THESE CRAZY YEARS (MORE THAN 36!) ? THAT THEY ARE SO CRAZY -- YES, STILL SO CRAZY AFTER ALL THESE MORONIC YEARS, TO EVEN WANT TO BE NUMBER ONE ?)
9. BUT WHAT -- AH, YES ! -- SUCH POLITICAL INFANTILISTS, THESE PAP LEADERS REALLY ARE, AFTER ALL ! (ALL INTELLIGENCE AND SECURITY -- BUT NO WISDOM AT ALL! REALLY AND TRULY PATHETIC! AND SAD!)
10. THE DAYS WHEN MPs VOTED, WITHOUT A DIVISION, ON MATTERS OF IMPORTANCE -- TO OUR SENSE OF FAIRPLAY AND JUSTICE AND RESPECT FOR FREEDOM AND HUMAN RIGHTS -- ARE OVER! tHIS IS ESPECIALLY SO, NOW THAT NOTHING EVER GETS DEBATED, OR VOTED ON, WITH A BACKGROUND OF ALMOST COMPLETE PUBLIC INDIFFERENCE (OR, WORST STILL, OF COWARDLY OR ELSE STUNNED SILENCE FROM THE MPs THEMSELVES!)
11. WHAT I AM (NOW), WAS (THEN), HAVE BEEN (SO FAR), HAD BEEN (FOR TOO LONG NOW), AND PROBABLY STILL WILL BE (IN THE FUTURE) MUST BE ANSWERED, EXACTLY, WITH REFERENCE TO : (I) THE HISTORICAL REALITY; AND (B) THE HISTORICAL TRUTH -- CONSIDERING AND CONCERNING MY PRESENT STATUS AND MY FUTURE PROSPECT -- AS A MAN, HUMAN BEING, CITIZEN AND WRITER!