Money, Money, Money!

The Fate of a Horny But

Ageing Writer-Intellectual


I Will Succeed With

Khin

Khin!



In a world where everything seems programmed, even chaos, chance, love, sex and surprise, I've got to defy logic and bewilder people -- as an individualist!

Sharing, individualistic, creative, expressive!

Hugging, kissing, caressing!

Lively and interesting conversation with such a nice woman--again!

I'm an ageing writer, attempting to touch a young woman's mind, heart and body!

I'm sexually experienced, thick-skinned, politically aware, lonely, single, liberated, articulate, intelligent, handsome, trusting, friendly, observant, kind, gentle, honest, free-thinking, successful and wholeheartedly in love with Khin!

The PAP Project versus the Reality of the situation.

The memory of an individualist -- of his true self: In another "story" or two! [See "Remembrance of Most things Past: 1953-1972" and "Memories (and Records) of My Childhood, Boyhood and Young Adulthood at Tasek Utara Estate" (http://www.trainofmypresence.blogspot.com).]

Can I trust the PAP Government? (It is difficult for me to do so--with such a collection of controllers and their diverse opinions, needs, aspirations and experiences!)

But the PAP has only one aim--to make me join it as a member of the PAP Government!

I'm a critic and writer who can't imagine myself as a member of the PAP Government!

I'll never trust the PAP Government!

Accommodation? Trade-offs? Costs?

The undisciplined use of meaning, construction, symbol, interpretation, and metaphor without any regard for the constraints of knowledge about human behaviour from other sources!

Anarchism! Miseducation! Common Good! Determining Democracy! Failed States. Fateful Triangle! For Reasons of State! Hegemony or Survival! Interventions! Language and Politics! Language and Mind! Language and Thought! Middle Illusions! Media Control! Objectivity and Liberal Scholars! Perilous Power!

Your Full Name, please? Identity? Date of Birth? Educational Level? Occupation? (Yes!)

Ah, the periodic cost of living a stable, boring life (which I have borne all this while)! No to Social Security! No to intensified State Control! I'll not belong to the Party! I'm unwilling to support its politics! (Otherwise, or else, I must be prepared -- or accept being led -- to become a SUBJECT!)

This blog is officially protected! What was required by the officials? (What I myself can morally justify!)

I'm trying to deal with historical truth!

My "blasphemies" against right-wing intellectuals and politicians?

What is your preferred genre--as a symbol and representation of reality?

Are the tyrants and the suppressed masses truly irreconcilable in every respect? (Or is it a matter of unconscious reciprocal stimulation? A central question, one that is valid with respect to artists and authors: What are the conflicts, contradictions, and frustrations of freedom?)

What is the most sensitive aspect of my self-understanding? (My creativity! Or my feeling of forced deracination and intensified risk and insecurity?)

Oh, the clarifying and cathartic functions of writing, again, in my latest blog entries! At its most effective level!

(And I'm eagerly waiting for Khin to appear in my presence, again!--for conversation and ...).