SOME INFORMATION, COMMENTS AND REMARKS WHICH HAVE BEEN POSTED HERE AND WHICH ARE NOW BEING SUBJECTED TO MORONIC DELETIONS BY PAP (AND ALL ITS MORONS)

The David Chua Chuan Seah Papers (The DCCS Papers) is an astounding collection of varied and even disparate (but always consistently, logically and coherently inter-related or inter-connected -- with the aid of a liberal use of cross-references while one is reading it, carefully and intelligently) insightful comments, probing questions, relevant and significant items of often SECRET or even TOP SECRET information, and even the inclusion of intelligent and challenging answers supplied by the author himself -- in response to his own equally challenging and probing questions, which he had posed himself, with a personal and open interest in these subjects (and the responses by intelligent, politically-aware and discerning members of the public, especially!). These papers are exciting stuff! Brilliant even! Do you know that the author can even outdo himself -- yes, in future works of his intellect, imagination and always with an exceptional pride in his own honesty and confidence? Yes, the author can even better these papers -- with their outstanding and illuminating writing quality and plain but careful and intense -- or extremely focussed and concentrated -- manner or style of expression and explanation [indicating a presence of MIND and of thinking power, which in many of his essays and articles so far in his blogs, have been demonstrated so finely and so exemplarily, that very few readers who had read them before their sleeping hours, would be eagerly exchanging their treasured sleep for the utter freedom they could sense in their own being -- in their own life during those living moments (of privacy) --WHEN THEY ARE PREPARED TO SUBSTITUTE THEIR HITHERTO RESPECT FOR POWER WITH THEIR OWN BURGEONING RESPECT FOR THE TRUTH!].

YES,

YES, EVEN IN THIS ERA OF POSTMODERNISM, SURVEILLANCE TECHNOLOGIES, GLOBAL BIOPOLITICS, GLOBALIZATION AND -- YES, AGAIN! -- THE EVER-EXISTENT AND ALWAYS-UNCHANGING PRESENCE OF BASIC HUMAN WEAKNESSES [NAMELY: THOSE RELATING OR PERTAINING TO BASIC HUMAN GREED (NOT JUST FOR MONEY ALONE), POWER-CRAVING AND POWER-HUNGERING, AND, TRAGICALLY, THE UNWILLINGNESS BY FALLIBLE AND IMPERFECT MORTALS LIKE US TO FACE, AND TO ADMIT TO, SUCH HUMAN WEAKNESSES -- AS WELL AS TO MANY OTHERS!].

AN EX-MSD CLERICAL OFFICER HAS A DIRECT APPEAL FOR LONG-AWAITED HELP

THE DIRECTOR

MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT

MINISTRY OF DEFENCE

GOMBAK BASE

MINDEF BUILDING

303 GOMBAK DRIVE

(OFF UPPER BUKIT TIMAH ROAD)

SINGAPORE 669645

TELEPHONE NO.: 67683128

WEBSITE : http://www.mindef.gov.sg/

(ATTENTION : BG DAVID KOH TEE HIAN)

DEAR SIR,

RE: THE LONG, LONG, LONG NIGHTMARE :

36 YEARS OF LOST AND WASTED

LIVING, WORKING AND PLAYING

-- AS AN UNWILLING AND UNHAPPY

IMPLANTEE


PLEASE REFER TO MY UPDATED POSTING IN THIS BLOG, http://afighterandalovertoo.blogspot.com/ -- with reference to my remarkably poignant article (to this day) on my status as an unwilling and unhappy implantee -- namely, "THE FEARLESS AND INGENIOUS INDIVIDUALISTIC OPPOSITIONIST IN A SURVEILLANCE SOCIETY" (DATED 2.11.2008, SUNDAY).

I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO DRAW YOUR ATTENTION TO 3 PREVIOUS EMAILS WHICH I HAD SENT TO YOU -- NAMELY, "MY IMPLANTATION AND MY RESPONSE TO THAT GRAVE MISTAKE" (DATED 17.6.08); "MY PREDICAMENT AS AN UNWILLING AND UNHAPPY IMPLANTEE" (DATED 18.6.08); AND, LASTLY, "WHEN I'M 54" (DATED 23.6.08). I HAVE NOT RECEIVE ANY REPLY WHATSOEVER TO ANY AND ALL OF THESE 3 EMAILS FROM YOUR KIND OFFICE YET, SIR!


PLEASE READ CAREFULLY THROUGH THE ABOVE-MENTIONED UPDATED POSTING IN THIS PARTICULAR BLOG -- AND ALSO, FOR A SECOND TIME HOPEFULLY, THE URGENTLY WRITTEN 3 EMAILS THAT I HAD SENT TO YOU VERY MUCH EARLIER!

FOR YOUR INFORMATION AND NECESSARY ACTION, PLEASE.

YOURS TRULY

DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH

(DISSENTING WRITER: VOICE OF CONSCIENCE)

I AM NOT INDEBTED TO THE SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT

DO YOU STILL NOT

UNDERSTAND ME --

YET, GENTLEMEN?

Themes from the

Middle Kingdom:

Of Gratification; Gratefulness;

Gratuity; Gravy;

Gratuitousness;

and Sex -- And The Discerning

Non-Political Man,

The Serious and Thoughtful

Writer, The Compassionate

Human Being

and The Thinking Senior Citizen

I DECLARE:

I AM NOW -- AS I COULD NOT

BEFORE -- ABLE TO COME TO

TERMS WITH WHAT I

HAVE BECOME (AS A WELL-TUNED

AND DISCERNING LISTENER

TO BOTH CONTEMPORARY

POP MUSIC AND THE ROCK SONGS

FROM THE late 1960s

AND the 1970s)

THOUGHT-IN-PROGRESS :

WHEN A GENTLE, REFINED AND (NOW)

MANLY WRITER HAS BEEN

THROUGH SO MUCH SUFFERING AND

DEPRIVATION (AND HUMILIATION) --

FOR MORE THAN 36 YEARS NOW --

WITH MUCH EXPECTED UNHAPPINESS

AND WITH JUSTIFIED AND

JUSTIFIABLE UNWILLINGNESS

TO ACCEPT HIS OWN ALLEGED

"RESPONSIBILITY" FOR MAKING

HIMSELF INTO SUCH A VULNERABLE

VICTIM OF

SUCH AN UNACCEPTABLE

CONDITION,

PLIGHT AND PREDICAMENT --


THEN THIS IS OBVIOUSLY GOING TO SURPRISE YOU!

HERE IT GOES:

I am getting more and more :

(1) wonderful admirers;

(2) great supporters;

(3) intelligent readers;

(4) discerning guests;

(5) distinguished visitors;

(6) obliging girlfriends;

(7) open-minded female lovers;

(8) keen acquaintances;

(9) serious readers;

(10) thinking followers;

(11) loyal and true defenders;

(12) liberated women-friends;

(13) energetic lovers;

(14) inspiring helpers;

(15) much-need benefactors;

(16) bona fide bankers and financiers;

(17) geuine sympathizers;

(18) brave and kind (but foreign) magazine publishers;

(19) courageous and compassionate (but foreign) book publishers.

I am serious! On a more upbeat and positive note, when was the last time
you had spend a genuinely meaningful moment of companionship and of
conversation? Was it your time spent trying to exchange meaningful items
of information and ideas in general with someone you know? Did she
support you in your effortds to get through the day -- and night -- with
too much worries? Did she assist you in your work as a writer?

Was she grateful to you for having such an amorous, intelligent and honest
boyfriend, partner, and lover like yours truly?

THE DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH PAPERS (THE DCCS PAPERS) : UNCLASSIFIED INFORMATION

CRUCIAL FACTS

AND VITAL QUESTIONS

ABOUT MY EXCEPTIONAL

MILITARY OFFENCE --

GOING AWOL (IN 1972) --

FROM KILO COMPANY,

SINGAPORE ARMED FORCES

TRAINING INSTITUTE (SAFTI)


THE FINAL DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH (DCCS) REPORT ON MY

OWN CASE AS AN OPPOSITIONIST WRITER RUNNING -- IN THE YEAR 2009 --

INTO A GREAT CONFRONTATION WITH THE SINGAPORE

GOVERNMENT

(ISSUED NOW IN ITS UPDATED AND REVISED EDITION

ON THIS DAY 29 APRIL 2009)


INTRODUCTION :

SUMMARY OF MY DEFENCE AS AN ALLEGED "CRIMINAL"

IN PLEADING NOT GUILTY TO THE CHARGE OF MY BEING

RESPONSIBLE -- ENTIRELY OR PARTIALLY -- FOR GIVING

THE SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES "REASONS" IN ORDER FOR THEM TO

JUSTIFY THEIR IMPLANTATION OF MYSELF AS A

NATIONAL SERVICEMAN WHO HAD GONE AWOL IN THE YEAR 1972 :

(1) I am entirely responsible for the act of having gone AWOL from Kilo Company, SAFTI, in 1972 -- that and only that alone -- for reasons I had had at that time;

(2) I am NOT responsible -- not even partially -- for the subsequent implantation of myself by the SAFTI military authorities [who, firstly, based their decision to implant me on completely flimsy, unsubstantiated and unacceptable grounds; and secondly, proceeded to implant me -- as rightly and justly deserving, under SAF's military law, of an "official" (but on whose authority and on whose authorization? --not again!) punishment for having committed a MILITARY offence? (in which case, surely there should have been officially conducted and recorded investigations into the causes of, or reasons for, my AWOL; as well as into the kind of person I was then -- my personality, character, natural behaviour, thought process, philosophical beliefs, humanistic values, moral ideals, professional goals, and intellectual and cultural influences by conducting a military Court of Inquiry and Examination into my special case; and, lastly, by conducting an official military TRIAL then, shouldn't there? -- without obtaining my unconditional and unreserved consent, agreement, permission and acceptance?)];

(3) A distinction must therefore be clearly made -- and I want to emphasize this repeatedly and repetitively, if need be -- between my alleged responsibility for going AWOL then and my so-called "responsibility" (what?) for my being implanted in the first place! Yes, to state my stand here and now, again : I AM NOT -- IN NO WAY, ABSOLUTELY! -- RESPONSIBLE (NOT EVEN PARTIALLY) FOR MY BEING IMPLANTED BY THE SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES IN 1972!

THAT IS ALL!


MY CASE FOR MY DEFENCE


MY QUESTONS FOR THE PROSECUTORS WITH REGARD TO THE CASE AS IT STANDS -- AND TO MY ALLEGED "RESPONSIBILITY" (OR "RESPONSIBILITIES") FOR BOTH (I) BEING AN UNWILLING AND UNHAPPY VICTIM OF IMPLANTATION BY THE SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES; AND (2) TURNING OUT, NOT ONLY DURING THE COURSE OF THE LAST 36 YEARS OR SO (SINCE 1972, WHEN I WAS IMPLANTED) BUT ESPECIALLY NOW (IN THIS YEAR OF UTTER "IMMORALITY" AS A FREQUENT PATRONIZER OF PROSTITUTES IN GEYLANG), INTO SUCH AN UNQUALIFIED AND DISGUSTING MODEL FOR "IMMORAL" AND "OBJECTIONAL" CONDUCT, BEHAVIOUR AND ACTIVITIES -- AS A SINGAPORE CITIZEN; AS AN UNMARRIED MAN; AS A SENSITIVE, QUIET AND THOUGHTFUL HUMAN BEING; AND LASTLY, AND PERHAPS MOST IMPORTANTLY, AS A WRITER WHO CONSTANTLY SEEKS POPULAR RECOGNITION AND CRITICAL ACCLAIM.


THE QUESTIONS I AM

SUBMITTING:


1. Why was an unmistakable MILITARY offence "regarded" or "treated" or turned into -- in later or subsequent years (yes, long after the occurence of the original MILITARY offence, committed by a young and idealistic soldier at that time) -- a (i) "criminal" offence; (ii) a "political" offence; (iii) a transformed case of "insanity"; (iv) a "socially objectional" behavioural abnormality that elicited all kinds of ABUSES (!) from people with private agendas and vested interests of their own; and (v) a strange case whereby the MILITARY offender could only be saved from MILITARY PROSECUTION and PUNISHMENT (probably by detention for a few weeks) only through being simply (and only) unwillingly implanted (!) -- a crucial act that turned a potentially light military punishment (detention for a few weeks' duration) into a more-than-36-years span of constant and, sometimes, relentless pressure, disturbance and punishment (emotional, psychological, sexual, physical, intellectual, mental, social, moral, financial and political) of a private citizen, of a responsible man, and, most of all, of a serious, thoughtful, sensitive and ambitious writer?

2. Why didn't SAFTI military authorities conduct a thorough -- for such was the seriousness of the MILITARY offence, wasn't it? [considering that its eventual "solution" involved a most serious act of human implantation!] -- investigation into the REASONS or CAUSES for my AWOL offence in 1972 ?

There was not a single interview or meeting or any sort of communication or correspondence whatsoever -- written or verbal -- that took place between any representative figure from the SAFTI authorities and myself !

For instance, the offence was treated as a military (?) one that had a "psychological" origin or cause -- namely, as a result of "schizophrenia" or "homosexuality"! There were no medical certification or authorization whatsoever, in both instances -- even on reasonably acceptable grounds for suspecting that it might be a case of "psychological" abnormality -- which required me to be (somehow!) implanted (!) -- in order for me to be able to adapt or to adjust to army life -- thus, serving as an assistance to the lightening of my heavy predicament as an overly sensitive soldier, who had to be "helped" to adapt to army life, because of my medically certified "overly sensitive nature", and thus to be able to complete my National Service successfully; AND, also, as a "solution" to my unwillingness to be prosecuted for my military offence in the first place (as implied, indicated, reflected or expressed -- directly or otherwise --by me in a typewritten letter to my Officer Commanding Kilo Company in SAFTI in 1972) and thus avoiding the expected experience of being punished by detention under military law -- something that would, in fact, reinforced my already negative impression of, and attitude towards, the army, military life and the military authorities in general -- yes, with a heightened and intensified sensibility, attitude and impression which would, in the event, make me even more ill-adjusted to army life -- which my early reaction to even such a brief period of army experience up to that time had already make me decide to go AWOL from my camp, to protest my conscientious objection to military life and to the Military Establishment in general! Yes, my going AWOL in the SAF was the result and the culmination of many years of -- prior to my enlistment in the SAF on 20.12.1971 and long before my introductory experiences as a recruit for three months in Telok Paku Camp and later, for a short time too, as a Section Leader trainee in Kilo Company, SAFTI -- being gradually influenced by the anti-establishment reading materials that I had been reading, from various sources of political, literary and philosophical literature -- and, also, to a certain extent, of being a keen fan, for quite sometime already by then, of anti-establishment rock singers and groups -- as revealed in my almost obsessive listening to anti-war and pro-peace protest rock songs that I was exposed to in my youth! And long before my enlistment into the SAF, those anti-establishment views and anti-war or anti-military influences, and the resultant anti-military stance and attitude that I already had by that time were, yes, quite easily, reinforced by my initial army experiences during the course of those early few months as a newly enlisted National Serviceman in the SAF -- first, as a recruit and then subsequently, as a private undergoing Section Leader training, in my first taste of, and introduction to -- as it was eventually encountered by my unprepared self then -- yes, the BITTERNESS of ARMY LIFE!

3. As there was no official investigation whatsoever (beyond a medical diagnosis that merely indicated psychological sensitiveness -- and hence, ill-adjustment or ill-adaptability to army life), officially, and thus, NO handling of, and no dealing with, the AWOL case as, in fact, a MILITARY OFFENCE (and hence, not requiring any reprimand, punishment, court-martial, or suspension from duty); I should, in fact, NOT be regarded or recognised as an offender (military or otherwise) both in the first place and also in the final analysis!

The question is, then: WHY must I be PUNISHED -- for that is in fact how I view my plight and predicament as an unwilling and unhappy implantee -- for more than 36 years now for NOT committing ANY offence (military or otherwise) in (and since) 1972 -- the year of my implantation, an official "solution" -- decided upon, and carried out, by the military authorities in SAFTI in 1972 -- purportedly to "help" me (i) firstly, from being prosecuted (and hence punished) under military law for going AWOL [was there not an unproven assumption already then that I was guilty of committing the MILITARY offence (of AWOL) in the first place?] ; and then (ii) secondly, to "enable" me to adapt to army life (so as to complete the rest of my National Service days in the SAF in a more emotionally and psychologically agreeable and stable manner -- after being implanted)?


Question Number One:


How could the prospect of a few weeks (or even months) of military detention and punishment (no matter how "harsh" and "unbearable" it might be) be used as a legitimate and rational excuse for subjecting me to more than 36 years of, in fact, truly harsher and even more unbearable "detention" and "punishment" -- of an even more grave and severe and UNACCEPTABLE kind?

If my inability to adapt to army life is so severe and so serious and so grave (resulting in an act of AWOL that would require such an astounding more-than-36-years span of almost daily punishment and constant detention -- through my being implanted and subsequently controlled by military authorities and related personnel working in the surveillance -- or security and intelligence -- services or governmental departments), why wasn't I SIMPLY DISCHARGED from military service in the first place then -- on purely and obvious military ground then?

If I was, however, regarded with suspicion and proof, as a "political" threat (and, hence, as a danger or liability to the SAF, then why wasn't I -- being surely unable to be cleared by the authorities for security reasons! -- then why, yes, WHY, why was I not SIMPLY DISCHARGED from my National Service in the SAF then -- on military ground?

Question Number Two:

The above probing examination of the most crucial event of my National Service experience -- namely, my going AWOL -- leads me now to pose another related question:

On what (Top Secret?) ground(s) was I implanted, instead (!), as a so-called "rational" or "compassionate" solution (?) to my AWOL-caused "predicament" then -- as a (yet unproved, to this day) "homosexual" [based on my careless use -- or rather, misuse -- of the one single fucking word ("effeminate") to describe myself in a hastily conceived and rashly written letter to my Officer Commanding Kilo Company, SAFTI, then -- to express my troubled and agitated feelings and apprehensions regarding my AWOL and especially its likely or feared consequences]?

Was I trying, indeed, to escape from being prosecuted and then punished by the military authorities in SAFTI by using the pretence of being a "homosexual" [as "cleverly" or "subtly" implied (!) by my use of the word "effeminate" to describe myself in a long handwritten letter, which I finally reduced to a one-page typewritten letter, using the office typewriter in the Medical Centre, and which I addressed to Captain Lee Kum Cheok (OC, Kilo Company) -- indicating that I wanted to be excused from military prosecution and punishment as a physically weak and "unmanly" soldier who had gone AWOL without thinking carefully about the consequences of committing such a military offence]?

Yes, that was the AWOL connection or issue! What about the actual implantation connection or issue? Was I a proven "homosexual" who, presumably, had accepted, approved, consented to and granted my permission to the SAFTI military authorities to IMPLANT me (secretly and yet officially) -- an act which was to change, decidedly and decisively, the entire course of my life as, especially, even in those early days as a young man, a basically obedient and law-abiding citizen, a sensitive, thoughtful and quiet human being, and as a burgeoning, aspiring writer -- who was, back in those days, already aiming highly and also striving committedly to achieve the goals I had set out for myself, early in those days of my youth!

4. My well-considered GROUNDS for BOLDLY accusing the SAFTI military authorities of NOT understanding, as thoroughly as possible [with, perhaps, the aid of psychological, clinical and medical tests and with other methods of assessing my biographical background and of ascertaining my personality traits and character profile -- including my cherished values and principles, my learned or acquired ideas and beliefs, my subscription to certain ideals and convictions (yes, important factors that would have persuaded them to choose a RATIONAL decision on, or an acceptable and justifiable course of action, for a wise and humane -- and practical and realistic -- solution to, and handling of, my -- with the benefit of hindsight -- unique and unusual AWOL case then, back in the year 1972)] :

(a) I'm not, by nature, adaptable to army life (or to militarised and highly organized hierarchical human structures, whose functioning and effectiveness are based on POWER relationships -- or, in other words, on the assertion of AUTHORITY and CONTROL over those who are lower-ranking or who are holding subordinate positions);

(b) Because of (a), I had already, by the time I was enlisted into the SAF, become a secret or private conscientious objector -- in my mind -- to the army, to ANY army or military establishment generally; I had, in other words, become an intellectual protestor, dissident, critic, dissenter and (then aspiring) non-conformist or individualistic writer [even as far back as those early days in my young adulthood -- with the kind of in-born or acquired attitudes, beliefs, convictions, and values (which were further moulded, influenced and cultivated by my wide and intensive reading of anti-establishment literature from diverse sources of publication) -- which would NATURALLY render me UNFIT for the anti-intellectual and regimented, disciplined, authority-based, control-centred, and obedience-demanding lifestyle, behaviour and even thought-processes that were expected of me -- especially when NOTHING that I, as an aspirant to becoming a refined and cultivated intellectual-writer, had seen, observed or witnessed (until I went AWOL in my then as-yet brief period of military experience) was able to make me CHANGE my mind -- yes, my attitudes, beliefs, values, etc. -- about the army and its regimented lifestyle]!

(c) And hence, because of (b), why, may I ask now, why didn't the military (or civilian) authorities working in SAFTI then approach these problems of mine -- (i) my "sensitiveness" (to the harshness and difficulties posed by army life); (ii) my, in other words, "ill-suitability" and "ill-adaptability" to the highly demanding (especially physically) requirements and expectations of both military training and daily regime; and, lastly, and most importantly, (iii) my so-called "homosexuality" [as alleged, presumed, believed, (mis)understood or wrongly perceived -- without any rational or justifiable basis for establishing its "truth", and, unfortunately, with all the disturbing and troublesome implications and consequences that were attendant to such an insensitive, inept, dishonest, and personally-motivated "labelling"or "objective" reading of my actions, words and behaviour then (and of its future influence on my subsequent mental and emotional conditions) -- one that would have invited both suspicion, by others, of such a supposedly rational and objective "perception" or "understanding" of my supposed abnormality as a "psychological" constitution, and also outright rejection (or abuse) by many discerning people who were studying my AWOL case then, of such an unbelievably irresponsible, dishonest and inept attempt at "solving" my problem as an AWOL offender -- based on their total MISUNDERSTANDING! of my PROBLEMATIC situation then with the decision made by certain members of the TOP BRASS in SAFTI in 1972 to implant me] -- yes, why didn't they approach my AWOL case by SIMPLY CHOOSING THE SIMPLEST (AND MOST RATIONAL AND LOGICAL) DECISION OR COURSE OF ACTION -- namely, by SIMPLY DISCHARGING me, on these above-mentioned "MILITARY" grounds (whether honourably or otherwise), from National Service in the SAF then? (Whether or not such a discharge was honourable or not -- or acceptable to me or not -- is irrelevant to my main purpose of understanding the case, which has been, for too long already, COVERED UP by all the military personnel or officers involved in it -- and, also, to my arriving at a final and positive CLOSURE to the whole issue.)

(d) Furthermore, to go further into our inquiry into the case, in addition to the "MILITARY" grounds just mentioned, didn't I also qualify for such a simple and unconditional discharge on so many OTHER NON-MILITARY grounds as well -- namely, on my political, intellectual, moral, and occupational or professional (yes! this too indeed -- in terms of my professional ambition to be a serious, thoughtful and refined writer!) -- grounds?


NOTE TO THE READERS:

ON THE DEVIOUS AND DISHONEST WAY IN WHICH THE SURVEILLANCE AUTHORITIES HAVE BEEN TRYING TO IMPLICATE ME -- IN THIS PARTICULAR INSTANCE -- AS A "HOMOSEXUAL" (IN ORDER TO "JUSTIFY" THEIR SUPPORT FOR -- AND THEIR COVER-UP OF -- THE GRAVE, SEVERE AND UNFORGIVABLE MISDEED COMMITTED BY THE MILITARY AUTHORITIES IN SAFTI IN 1972 -- NAMELY, THEIR IMPLANTATION OF MYSELF, AS THEIR "SOLUTION" TO THE PROBLEMS CAUSED BY MY GOING AWOL FROM MY KILO COMPANY IN SAFTI THEN :

MY LAST WORD (OR QUESTION) ON THIS VITAL PERSONAL MATTER :

Is it necessary to even defend myself by mentioning here -- publicly, UNAMBIGUOUSLY and openly -- what is, and has always been (since I was born on 30.7.1953 -- slightly more than 55 years ago, dear patient, intelligent, discerning and observant readers, who presumably and gratefully have been following my sometimes confusing and conflicting accounts of my life so far as an unwilling and unhappy implantee!) -- yes, to repeat here with emphasis, what is and has always been, my NATURAL and hence, INNATE sexual orientation -- namely, my confident, bold and powerful HETEROSEXUALITY [not to mention my undisguised amorous love of, and fondness for, frequent close physical and intimate -- and, in particular, sexual -- contacts, relations and (unapologetically non-romantic) involvement (with a constant stream of available, willing, obliging, cheerful, facially attractive and physically desirable -- and preferably -- young women and matured girls)]?

5. It is MY RIGHT to dispute those claims that challenge such a legitimate right -- that the IMPLANTATION of myself by the military authorities in SAFTI in 1972 is ILLEGAL -- simply put! It is an ILLEGAL action, based on an unacceptable and unjustifiable -- and, also, unnatural and unexpected -- yes, to this very day -- yet-to-be-justified -- DECISION that was made (either through ineptitude or dishonesty) by the conceited and self-concerned SAFTI military authorities in 1972 ! Or was there, in the first place (and now, in the final analysis) just one single person who actually had had the power to authorize my implantation -- without having obtained my unconditional consent or approval, and who thus had to be held entirely responsible, solely and ultimately, for making such a crucial and life-changing event and decision in 1972, one which revealed, to repeat with emphasis again, and, in this case, either his unforgivable and unacceptable INEPTITUDE or his extremely objectional and highly abusive DISHONESTY -- involving, AS I NOW SUSPECT THAT IT DID, and TO WHICH I WOULD NOW POSE MY PERTINENT QUESTIONS : about his own morality; his sexual inclinations or proclivities (to be kind to him) or his sexual perversities (to be brutally truthful and frank); his MOTIVES : Was he genuinely trying to "help" me to adapt to army life? And how, and in what way, could my implantation allow him or his subordinates or colleagues to "help" me work and live and rest, as a soldier, positively, productively, meaningfully and beneficially -- in a genuine sense? Or was I intended and supposed to "help" him and his subordinates or colleagues, instead, by virtue of my being implanted on the basis of a twisted, dubious and distorted logic (that, for instance, regarded my use of the word "effeminate" to imply, indicate, mean or admit, indirectly or subtly, my "homosexuality"!) -- to "help" myself?; and, finally, his obviously dubious INTENTIONS?

Even up to this very day and moment, I still can't fathom his (and his colleagues' and subordinates') true and actual intentions -- (Are you listening?) -- which, according to my vast, varied, rich and complex experiences, and to my well-acquired, well-absorbed, and continually expanding and improving knowledge of human and current affairs -- even as an expectedly apathetic, disillusioned, demoralized, unwilling and unhappy implantee, for more than 36 years now, and also because of the fact that these INTENTIONS have been changing throughout these years, depending on so many factors -- personal, public, and environmental, just to cite a few! (Are you still listening?)

6. In conclusion, and in response to the just-written (and extremely short) last question (in deliberately bracketed blanket security, for the intelligent involvement of INSIDERS only) that ends that last sentence/remark of mine in (5), I am declaring my position, now, on this particular and important matter:

I will, too, keep shifting and changing my INTENTION -- as to whether or not I would want, or am willing, to oblige, accommodate, co-operate, accept, agree -- in short, to come to terms with (i) the reality of my unacceptable, unjustifiable and unforgivable implantation -- in the first place; and (ii) my realisation that I've lost and wasted more than 36 years of my life under the implantation effects and influences -- and, even more significantly, under those long, long, long nightmarish years of often idiosyncratic, illogical, moronic, demonic and, most importantly, extremely DISRESPECTFUL and highly INSULTING covert control by the ubiquitous surveillance authorities -- yes, the intelligence and security agents working for the Singapore Government, under TOP SECRECY, with MILITARY precision and constancy (and with all their deliberately calculative, greedy and self-interested manipulation and handling of the latest and most modern scientific surveillance equipment, devices, and gadgets -- and employing other applicable general or specific surveillance techniques and technologies) -- yes, all these facts of my life so far which, in my personal judgment, and with good justification too, I consider, claim, regard, and maintain as having had --and are still having -- mostly BAD, NEGATIVE and SELF-DESTRUCTIVE consequences for, and effects on, my personality and character -- with all their related values, ideals, qualities, ideas, principles, convictions, goals, needs and beliefs (all of these being, as they have been and still are, externally provoked, prompted and induced! They are, to me -- without my need to accept any official excuses and explanations from the official governmental perpetrators of -- and for --such cruel practices and examples of inhumane conduct -- UNWELCOMED, UNDESIRABLE, NON-BENEFICIAL, MEANINGLESS and UNPRODUCTIVE! I have never been able to accept such underserving ill-effects on, and the resultant sad outcome of, a miserable and disappointing life like mine so far, especially in regard to my professional ambition to be a published -- and I don't mean in the ELECTRONIC media but specifically in my stubbornly preferred PRINT media! -- WRITER (and also with regard to my nature as a highly amorous, frequently horny, proudly heterosexual and confidently masculine man; or, further, with regard to my aim of living my life as a rational, well-read and compassionate human being; and, finally, with regard to my insistence that I am basically a law-abiding and thinking Senior Citizen!

IT IS MY OWN LIFE; BUT WHAT IS THE GOVERNMENT'S AIM?

I DEMAND TO BE SET FREE!


ADDENDUM :

RATIONALE FOR

MY PUBLICATION OF

THE DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH

PAPERS :


THE DISAPPEARANCE (OR LOSS)

OF MY OWN TREASURED

PROPERTY --

THROUGH BEING INADVERTENTLY

MISPLACED

IN A PUBLIC AREA OR BUILDING --

TO SUSPECTED (WITH A

RATIONAL BASIS)

GOVERNMENTAL THIEVES


MY OPEN REPORT ON THE DISAPPEARANCE (OR

LOSS) OF MY PERSONAL/PRIVATE PROPERTY --

FROM SOMEWHERE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE :



MY OPEN PERSONAL NOTICE TO

THE CITIZENS OF THE WORLD

(ON THE ART OF GOVERNMENTAL STEALING)


FIRST REPORT :

I, David Chua Chuan Seah (NRIC No: S0028486F), a writer by profession, and earning currently about S$600.00 per month, and who is also, inexplicably, presently seeking Financial Assistance from the North West Community Development Council, am openly reporting the equally inexplicable and unbearable loss, on 6.12.08 (Saturday) -- due to suspected theft by governmental officers -- of my important documents (contained and secured in an arch file), which, together with a desk calendar (for 2009 -- with scribblings and notes of a very private and personal nature); 2 intellectual (American) magazines (The American Scholar and Lapham's Quarterly); and 2 notebooks (with my personal and private comments and other contact information, etc.), I had placed inside a brown-coloured carrier-bag, and which was, at sometime in that Saturday afternoon, somehow -- but expertly and unintentionally abetted by my own carelessness and forgetfulness -- stolen from my personal possession.

The personal documents mentioned above that were stolen are actually printed copies of articles that I had written SECRETLY during the course of all these past 36 years or so, and which were only intended by me for future electronic publication, through my posting or blogging activities, in the Internet, for open public reading at some appropriate future date and time. Fortunately, I had also made extra photocopies of these articles beforehand -- and which I have now used as vital sources of factual materials and of crucial information [for the writing of my probing and questioning report/essay, entitled THE DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH PAPERS (The DCCS Papers), which has just been published as the latest posting in this particular blog] -- on, and with the accompanying disclosure of, certain key moments and facts relating or pertaining to my AWOL as a Section Leader trainee in 1972 from my Kilo Company in SAFTI -- an event which has, up to now, been deliberately and cleverly shrouded with much secrecy, mystery and misleading misinformation.

COMMENTARY :

I WOULD NOT HAVE PUBLISHED THIS ARTICLE, "THE DCCS PAPERS", HAD THE ABOVE-MENTIONED PERSONAL DOCUMENTS, CONTAINING VITAL INFORMATION AND CRUCIAL FACTS ABOUT MYSELF AND MY AWOL EXPERIENCE, AND UPON WHICH THIS ARTICLE IS BASED, NOT BEEN MADE TO DISAPPEAR -- OR CAUSED TO BE "LOST" -- FROM MY PERSONAL POSSESSION, UNDER SUCH A STRANGE, SUSPICIOUS, MYSTERIOUS AND SEEMINGLY INEVITABLE CIRCUMSTANCE! IN OTHER WORDS, DEAR READERS, I WAS COMPELLED TO DISCLOSE THE FACTS AND TO PROVIDE THE NECESSARY QUESTIONS PERTAINING TO SUCH A KEY AND MOMENTOUS EVENT IN MY LIFE -- NAMELY, MY GOING AWOL IN 1972 AS A NATIONAL SERVICEMAN -- AN ACT WHOSE CONSEQUENCES AND RESULTANT IMPLICATIONS FOR MY LIFE AS A MAN, HUMAN BEING, CITIZEN AND WRITER WERE TRULY ASTOUNDING, IN THEIR SETTING OF THE COURSE OF MY RESTRICTED LIFE -- AS AN UNWILLING AND UNHAPPY IMPLANTEE. (IT WASTHE SINGLE AND MOST SIGNIFICANT TRANSFORMATION OF MYSELF -- OF MY BEING -- WHICH I HAD BECOME OR TURNED INTO, AS IT WAS NEVER EXPECTED, PREDICTED OR INTENDED, BACK THEN 1972 AT SAFTI, WHEN I WAS IMPLANTED WITHOUT MY PERMISSION AND CONSENT. THE "SOLUTION" TO MY PLIGHT NOW AND PROBLEMATIC SITUATION THEN -- CAUSED BY MY GOING AWOL IN 1972! -- WAS JUST ONE AMONG MANY POSSIBILITIES AND ALTERNATIVES!).


SECOND REPORT :

I, David Chua Chuan Seah (NRIC No: S0028486F), a blogger by circumstance and a writer by choice and profession, am a kind, caring, concerned and considerate house-owner. (My house is located at : Blk 264, Yishun Street 22, #10-145, Singapore 760264.) As a home-owner, I look after my household items or properties well -- keeping them as safely and as securely as I can. So it was with great surprise and consternation that I discovered the mysterious disappearance (or loss?) of my own personal documents -- from the sanctity and safety and security of my own strongly guarded or defended (i.e., soundly locked) HDB flat [on 7.12.08, SUNDAY]!!

Question :

Who had caused the DISAPPEARANCE (or "LOSS") of my important documents [computer print-outs and also photo-copies of my numerous essays or articles that have been appearing regularly in my actively maintained -- and hugely popular and influential -- personal BLOGS] ( http://afighterandalovertoo.blogspot.com and http://trainofmypresence.blogspot.com ) ] ?

Are those who claim to be "trustworthy", "honest", "good", "able", and "caring" leaders and followers in the Singapore Government willing or prepared to discuss the real causes of, the actual reasons for, and the implications of such a great (and not just in a symbolic sense) disappearance (or "loss") of my personal documents at a time like this -- for me and for my future prospects as a credible and honest writer?

There is only one possible explanation for such an inexcusable act of thievery by government officers : These guilt-ridden (certainly hardly innocent) snoopers and surveillance officers have emerged -- after having entered my flat, so secretively, stealthily and deviously, and then stealing my already-mentioned personal documents, by engaging the professional and secret services of a trusted locksmith, to unlock my reasonably bolted and locked main front door, while I was asleep in the bedroom! -- as SAVIOURS and DEFENDERS of the nation of Singapore!

COMMENTARY :

Are you trying to control me -- by stealth? Yes, by stealing from me? My own property?

Don't you -- haven't you already, yet! -- realize that the LOCK -- MY LOCK! -- to MY DOOR -- yes! MY DOOR -- is made of good, pungent and stern stuff? (My Door -- which leads to my NOTABLE AND NECESSARY ideas and comments -- is sacred! my door -- YES, MY LOCK, too -- is engaging, sometimes, and imposing, at other times! It is often self-effacing but always supremely confident! (Are you aghast at what I've just said? So much for your exciting year, in which you're restricted in your movements and thoughts! And so much for your "goodness", "ability", and "caring" nature!)

My response to such governmental misdemeanour : I have absolutely NO interest in you people, you fucking idiots!

Lastly, if some unexpected turn of events should occur (due to a sudden change of mind and of heart in some people -- from their elevated positions of power and responsibility), please contact me, dear readers, via my Residential Address [Blk. 264, Yishun Street 22, #10-145, Singapore 760264] -- and do let me know in advance [my handphone no. : 82654077] -- should you happen to DISCOVER the re-appearance of my "lost" items somewhere in Singapore (where else?) -- to conclude the solution of a strange and mysterious case of a disappearing act -- by the honourable men and women working in the Singapore Government -- of the highest quality and distinction!

Thank you very much.


THIS REPORT (WHICH CONTAINED UNCLASSIFIED INFORMATION) -- AND ENTITLED "THE DCCS PAPERS" -- WAS PERSONALLY SUBMITTED/PRESENTED BY:

THE DEFENDANT :

NAME: DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH
NRIC NO.: S0028486F
DATE OF BIRTH: 30/7/1953
EMAIL ADDRESS: chua.chuanseah4@gmail.com

YOU FUCKING IDIOTS, YOU STILL WANT TO LOCK ME UP ? (IN PRISON OR IN MENTAL HOSPITAL ?) -- IN SPITE OF EVERYTHING YOU'VE HAD ALREADY LEARNED

FROM DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH
TO BOTH SAFTI MILITARY OFFICERS (1972)
AND MSD OFFICERS/PERSONNEL (1976) :

ABOUT MY IMPENDING OR
COMING ARREST, DETENTION, TRIAL, SENTENCING, CONVICTION
AND IMPRISONMENT -- CONDUCTED BY A KANGAROO-COURT WITH
A LITTLE HELP FROM "HONOURABLE" AND "GENTLEMANLY" COURT OFFICIALS,
LAWYERS, JUDGES AND
ALL THOSE WHO WOULD BE
DULY INVOLVED IN MY STRANGE "CRIMINAL" (WHAT ELSE CAN
THE PUBLIC EXPECT?) CASE :

AM I GOING TO CONTINUE
LIVING, WORKING AND PLAYING
IN A NIGHTMARISH WORLD,
OR WILL IT BE SWEETNESS AND LIGHT
FROM NOW ONWARDS --
RIGHT FROM THE MOMENT OF
MY IMPENDING ARREST
BY THOSE "HONOURABLE"
AND "GENTLEMANLY" LAW
ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS?

INTERESTING QUESTION :
BUT, DEAREST SIRS (AND MADAMS), PLEASE, ON WHAT GROUNDS -- CERTAINLY AND SURELY -- MAY I HUMBLY, HONESTLY, RESPECTFULLY, AND TRULY ASK ?

MY OWN HIGHLY IMAGINATIVE
AND SELECTIVE REPLY :

ON THE GROUND THAT I AM "INSANE" ?

OR THAT I AM A "CRIMINAL" ?

OR WHAT ELSE? A "SEXUAL PERVERT"? A

DISGUSTING "EXHIBITIONIST"?

A "THIEF"? AN IMMODEST

AND OUTRAGEOUS "MOLESTER"?

YES, WHAT ELSE -- YOU MORONIC BASTARDS!

DO YOU HONESTLY THINK

THAT YOU CAN

PROVE YOUR ALLEGATION OR

CHARGE? (YES, ESPECIALLY IN A

KANGAROO COURT OF LAW !)


MY CHALLENGES TO THOSE WHO ARE OUT TO ARREST (MEANING: INSULT) ME -- AS THEY HAVE BEEN DOING SO, SINCE 1972 (THE YEAR OF MY UNWELCOMED, UNDESIRABLE, UNDESIRED AND NON-ACCEPTABLE IMPLANTATION BY SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES):


FIRSTLY, YOU CAN'T SIMPLY DISMISS MY VALID CONCERNS !

1. YOU MUST TAKE STEPS TO RESOLVE BOTH MY DOMESTIC AND PUBLIC PROBLEMS -- CREATED BY YOU PEOPLE IN THE FIRST PLACE !
2. THE CRUX OF BOTH MY DOMESTIC AND PUBLIC PROBLEM -- AS AN INDIVIDUALIST AND OPPOSITIONIST WRITER WHO HAS BEEN TRYING UNSUCCESSFULLY TO EARN A LIVING AS -- YES, PRECISELY -- A PROFESSIONAL WRITER -- LIES IN THE QUESTIONABLE CONDUCT OF ALL YOU PEOPLE, WHOSE EGOS ARE SO BIG AND WHO ARE NOT HELD ACCOUNTABLE IN ANY WAY -- NOT EVEN TO THE PAP LEADERSHIP, WHOSE MEMBERS' NAMES AND AUTHORITATIVE AND OFFICIAL POSITIONS YOU PEOPLE HAVE BEEN USING TO JUSTIFY YOUR CRUEL AND INHUMANE TREATMENT OF MYSELF (PRETENDING, ESPECIALLY TO ACT UNDER THEIR INSTRUCTIONS AND DIRECTIONS -- OFFICIAL OR OTHERWISE) -- FOR YOUR OWN NARCISSISTIC MISDEMEANOURS !
3. YOU PEOPLE CARE ONLY ABOUT WHAT YOUR SUPERIORS (THE PAP AND GOVERNMENT LEADERS) -- WHO ARE NOT EXACTLY AND CLEARLY AWARE OF YOUR ILLEGAL ACTIONS, GRAVE MISDEEDS AND SEVERE MISDEMEANOURS -- THINK OF YOU !
4. YOU PEOPLE HAVE LITTLE OR NO -- AT LEAST NOT TRULY GENUINE OR BONA FIDE -- CONCERNS ABOUT AND SYMPATHY FOR THE PLIGHT AND PREDICAMENT OF THOSE ORDINARY PEOPLE WHO ARE VICTIMIZED AS RESISTING AND REBELLIOUS IMPLANTEES -- LIKE YOURS TRULY, DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH !
5. YOU PEOPLE HAVE TRIED SO FAR TO SOLVE YOUR EXPECTED DIFFICULTIES -- DIDN'T YOU PEOPLE FIRST FORESEE SUCH ("UNEXPECTED") NEGATIVE AND LIFE-DESTROYING OUTCOMES AND CONSEQUENCES OF WHAT YOU PEOPLE HAD DECIDED AND ACTED UPON, WHEN YOU PEOPLE (MORONICALLY) IMPLANTED ME IN 1972 (WHEN I WAS JUST SERVING TWO-AND-A-HALF YEARS OF NATIONAL SERVICE IN THE SAF AS AN IDEALISTIC AND INEXPERIENCED YOUNG SOLDIER, TRYING TO MAKE SENSE OF THE UNWILLING ROLE OR PART I WAS COMPELLED -- BY THE LAWS OF THE COUNTRY -- TO PERFORM, IN A FORBIDDING MILIEU AND IN AN AWKWARD ENVIRONMENT WHICH REMINDED ME, DAILY AND CONSTANTLY, THAT I WAS CLEARLY UNFIT TO BE IN ? NO? YES, WHY DIDN'T YOU PEOPLE LOOK AHEAD INTO THE FUTURE, YES, INTO THE KIND OF PERSON I WOULD BECOME , AND INTO THE KIND OF LIFE I WOULD BE LEADING -- AFTER I HAD LEFT THE SINGAPORE ARMED FORCES, UPON COMPLETION OF MY OFFICIALLY-SPECIFIED TERM OF TWO-AND-A-HALF YEARS OF NATIONAL SERVICE!) -- BY PLANNING TO SEND ME INTO (A) PRISON, OR TO (B) MENTAL HOSPITAL. IT IS AN ACT, A DECISION, A PLAN THAT IS NOT ONLY THUGGISH (REMINISCENT OF THE SOVIET-ERA STYLE OF PUTTING DISSIDENTS IN MENTAL HOSPITALS; BUT ALSO, IRONICALLY, AN ACT THAT WILL LEAD TO MORE GRIEVANCES ON MY PART AND SOW THE BAD SEEDS OF DISCORD -- IN A COUNTRY THAT WISHES TO BUILD A MORE HARMONIOUS SOCIETY, OF CITIZENS LIVING TOGETHER AND SHOWING RESPECT FOR ONE ANOTHER! [TELL ME, HOW CAN YOU REALLY EXPECT ME -- SUCH AN INTELLIGENT AND LIFE-AFFIRMING HUMAN BEING, A HARDWORKING AND AMBITIOUS WRITER (NOT MERELY PUBLISHED BLOGGER!), AN AMOROUS MAN WITH, FREQUENTLY, URGENT SEXUAL NEEDS THAT MUST BE SATISFIED, AND LASTLY, AN UNAMBIGUOUSLY, BASICALLY AND ESSENTIALLY LAW-ABIDING CITIZEN (UNTIL YOUR KANGAROO COURT WILL PROVE OTHERWISE!, I AM SURE!) -- YES, IN ALL SINCERITY AND HUMILITY, AND IN GOOD FAITH, HOW CAN YOU ACTUALLY, REALLY AND IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS, EXPECT ME TO RESPECT YOU PEOPLE -- AFTER SUCH A PERIOD OF IMPRISONMENT, THE EXPECTED OUTCOME OF A TRAIN OF EVENTS THAT WILL BEGIN FROM THIS MOMENT -- SHOULD I EVER RELINQUISH MY RIGHT TO FIGHT LIKE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN CAPABLE OF DOING -- AT THE HIGHEST LEVEL OF MY BEING (UNLESS YOU PEOPLE ARE GOING TO CHEAT, YOU MORONIC BASTARDS!]
6. IN SINGAPORE, LET US SIMPLY BLAME OUR UNFREE (AND MAINLY COWARDLY AND MONEY-OBSESSED) PRESS OR MASS MEDIA FOR THE NON-TRANSPARENT AND NON-ACCOUNTABLE BEHAVIOUR AND ACTIONS AND ACTIVITIES OF THESE SECRETIVE, DEVIOUS AND GREEDY SURVEILLANCE AUTHORITIES (GOVERNMENTAL INTELLIGENCE AND SECURITY OFFICERS AND AGENTS)! THE PRESS -- WILL THEY REPORT ON MY CASE, SHOULD I ACTUALLY BECOME A DEFENDANT IN COURT -- FAIRLY, ACCURATELY, HONESTLY AND WITHOUT BIG EGOS TO DEFEND THEMSELVES (AGAINST ME?).
7. YOU MUST TRY TO SECURE OUR NATIONAL DEFENCE AND SECURITY, AND ALSO MAINTAIN AND PROMOTE THE HARMONY AND MUTUAL TRUST AMONG OUR CITIZENS IN OUR DEMOCRATIC SOCIETY -- WITH SPECIAL REGARD TO OUR NATIONAL PLEDGE -- WHILE PROTECTING THE SAME CITIZENS' CIVIL LIBERTIES AND THEIR PRIVACY !
8. AND, FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS, BROTHERS AND SISTERS, AND FELLOW CITIZENS GENERALLY, WHAT --YES, WHAT? (IN GOD'S NAME?) -- IS THE WHOLE POINT OF IT ALL ? (YES, I MEAN, ALL THESE MORONIC ATTEMPTS TO CONTROL -- AND TO EXERT THEIR (THE PAP GOVERNMENT'S) MORONIC AUTHORITY AND POWER OVER -- OUR CITIZENS ? IS IT TO PROVE, DEAREST ONES, THAT THEY (THE PAP BASTARDS) ARE SUPERIOR TO DEAR OLD ME, FINALLY, AFTER ALL THESE CRAZY YEARS (MORE THAN 36!) ? THAT THEY ARE SO CRAZY -- YES, STILL SO CRAZY AFTER ALL THESE MORONIC YEARS, TO EVEN WANT TO BE NUMBER ONE ?)
9. BUT WHAT -- AH, YES ! -- SUCH POLITICAL INFANTILISTS, THESE PAP LEADERS REALLY ARE, AFTER ALL ! (ALL INTELLIGENCE AND SECURITY -- BUT NO WISDOM AT ALL! REALLY AND TRULY PATHETIC! AND SAD!)
10. THE DAYS WHEN MPs VOTED, WITHOUT A DIVISION, ON MATTERS OF IMPORTANCE -- TO OUR SENSE OF FAIRPLAY AND JUSTICE AND RESPECT FOR FREEDOM AND HUMAN RIGHTS -- ARE OVER! tHIS IS ESPECIALLY SO, NOW THAT NOTHING EVER GETS DEBATED, OR VOTED ON, WITH A BACKGROUND OF ALMOST COMPLETE PUBLIC INDIFFERENCE (OR, WORST STILL, OF COWARDLY OR ELSE STUNNED SILENCE FROM THE MPs THEMSELVES!)
11. WHAT I AM (NOW), WAS (THEN), HAVE BEEN (SO FAR), HAD BEEN (FOR TOO LONG NOW), AND PROBABLY STILL WILL BE (IN THE FUTURE) MUST BE ANSWERED, EXACTLY, WITH REFERENCE TO : (I) THE HISTORICAL REALITY; AND (B) THE HISTORICAL TRUTH -- CONSIDERING AND CONCERNING MY PRESENT STATUS AND MY FUTURE PROSPECT -- AS A MAN, HUMAN BEING, CITIZEN AND WRITER!

[DEFINITIVE & UNCOMPROMISED] : THE LONG, LONG, LONG NIGHTMARE : THE HISTORY OF MY 36 YEARS AS A "POLITICAL INFANTILIST" -- ON PAPER ! (1972 - 2008)

THE LONG AND BIG PUBLIC

MASQUERADE -- AS AN "AGENT"

(OR "EMPLOYEE") OF

THE SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT --

BUT ONLY ON PAPER !


ADVICE TO THOSE WHO ARE INVOLVED :

NOW IS THE MOMENT FOR YOU ALL

SURVEILLANCE OFFICERS

TO ACT, THINK, DECIDE AND DO --

AS I SAY AND PLEASE ! WHY?


THESE ARE MY REASONS :


(1) I've Had Enough (Of Such Scenario-Thinking and Story-Telling);


(2) It's Time For Me To Be Real, Realistic and Tough !



(3) IT'S TIME FOR THE MILITARY TOP BRASS,

WORKING IN SAFTI IN 1972, TO ADMIT, CONFESS, APOLOGIZE

AND BE CONTRITE NOW -- IF

THEY STILL HAVE ANY SEMBLANCE OF HONOUR, SELF-

RESPECT AND DECENCY !!!


Readers of my entire series of postings in my 3 blogs : especially http://thenon-romanticloverandwriter.blogspot.com/ -- which is the most currently active and constantly updated blog now -- and also the more familiar and bitter articles in : http://afighterandalovertoo.blogspot.com/ , will now be the first to know the TRUTH about why there are so many discrepancies, contradictions, inconsistencies and illogicalities in the many accounts which I've had given to readers of these blogs about myself and my life in the past 36 years or so.

I've had enough ! (as the title of this entry indicates) : announcing my entry into the world of "above-ground" or "on-the-ground" professional writing (and blogging), beginning from many months back (IN THE YEAR 2008), and which has given me so much power as a no-longer-underground thinking writer! It's time, yes, for me to be TOUGH -- and disclose, passionately and with a renewed sense of immediacy and urgency (for I am no longer still young), the reasons for my inexplicable and unjustifiable EMOTIONAL sufferings, HUMILIATION and INTELLECTUAL impoverishment THROUGHOUT MORE THAN 36 years now.

I have recounted then in my blog entries, including the latest ones -- my plight and predicament as a near-candidate for CONSIDERATION and, eventually, PUBLIC HIGHLIGHTING -- BY THE INTERNATIONAL HUMAN RIGHTS ORGANISATIONS -- OF MY BASIC HUMAN RIGHTS (PARTICULARLY THOSE OF MINE AS A MAN) BEING MORONICALLY AND IDIOTICALLY ABUSED BY THE FUCKING SINGAPORE GOVERNMENT! As someone WHO IS CLEARLY AND EVIDENTLY TARGETTED by the local INTELLIGENCE and SECURITY authorities (in a case of human rights abuses), and as one who indomitably and forcefully resists all attempts by the security and intelligence authorities to force one into a position of ZERO (so that one would have no other alternatives but to accept the sole and undivided leadership of the Singapore Government), I will forever insist on finding out the truth behind or underneath our highly compromised and, expectedly, very commercially successful print-media "writers"! Considering the quality, strength, range and standard of my, so far, electronically published writings, as reflected in my numerous blog articles or essays; and keeping in mind the psychological and emotional "long-sufferings" (and also physical loneliness, socially isolation, and love-starved and yet unmarried status and lifestyle -- but certainly not of a man who is totally sexually deprived or frustrated) of a man who has had plenty of long-time and varied experiences patronizing adult female prostitutes, especially those wonderful Chinese girls working in Geylang); and, lastly, viewing his less than "model citizen" status, and also considering the relentless and merciless pressure applied by the "good" and "able" (but certainly NOT caring) surveillance authorities, for far too long now, it is not difficult to understand now why I have sunk or descended into my lowest level of inhuman and pitiful existence -- even as a stubbornly thrifty consumer! That is why I have been seeking -- oh, goodness! gracious! -- public FINANCIAL assistance from the Singapore Government -- in such a humiliating way, at more than 55 years of age, and hence, as a thinking Senior Citizen who, no less than any other "highly qualified" professionals in the same trade, business, art, or activity, and probably encountering the same financial problems as mine, could have been so motivated enough by his own causes, principles, ideas, values, goals and beliefs, to go in search of ladies of the morning, afternoon and night, in order to satisfy his basic sexual needs, as a still-vigorous horny man, with the greatest of ease! So why has he become so poor?


The whole issue of my plight is centred around this question: Why am I -- or, why have I become -- so politically "untouchable", so financially unrewarded, and professionally unsuccessful as a WRITER? WHO are the people responsible for inducing in me such "untouchability", such "incapacity", such lack of intellectual excellence, such lack of assuredness in personal and professional achievements? Why have I become so unsuccessful -- as a writer of serious, quality essays, articles and books?

UNVEILLING THE PUBLIC MASQUERADE -- AND THE COVER-UP ( ADOPTED OR CONSTRUCTED BY THE EX-OFFICERS IN THE OLD MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT (1976) -- AND THEIR SUPPORT OF, AND ASSISTANCE TO, THESE FUCKING SAFTI MILITARY OFFICERS (THE TOP BRASS) WHO MADE THE ERRONEOUS DECISION TO "IMPLANT" ME IN 1972, AFTER I HAD GONE AWOL AND LATER RETURNED TO "KILO" COMPANY (SAFTI), WHERE I WAS UNDERGOING SECTION LEADER TRAINING:


OF PAPER CERTIFICATES, PAPER DOCUMENTS,

AND OTHER PAPER "EVIDENCES" ON

MY SUPPOSED "INCAPABILITY"

TO WORK AS A PROFESSINAL WRITER :


MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT (MINDEF), in 1976, is a partner in supporting and in covering up this crime of "implanting" me (COMMITTED in 1972 BY SAFTI MILITARY AUTHORITIES). I was directed to seek medical attention by my Officer Commanding, KILO COMPANY and was warded at the Medical Centre in SAFTI for clinical observation by military doctors. I have had disclosed my personal reasons for going AWOL in many of my previous blog entries. But I have yet, up until now, yes -- at this particular moment in time [readers, please be patient and calm : just read on, and hopefully if my mother is blessing me now, and while I am trying very hard to remember -- yes, to locate with accuracy and detail and honesty -- the nature of the missing pieces to this huge puzzling aspect of my troubled and disturbed life (resulting from the crucial life-changing "implantation" of my being, as an enlisted but reluctant and ill-adapted soldier who had gone AWOL in the year 1972); and also, its effects on, and implications for, my dull and boring and unhappy life in the last 36 years or so. What, and who, had influenced and even determined -- in mostly negative, destructive and undesired ways -- the course of my life so far -- including all the petty-minded and cruel violations of, and disrespect for, my human rights! Hence, it is not difficult now to understand all the bizarre outcomes, unexpected "loony" behaviour and dismal (and moronic and idiotic) consequences of almost all of my attempts to realizel my cherished goals and ambitions -- as a man, human being, citizen and, still, UNPUBLISHED (though not electronically, in the Internet) writer of PRINTED BOOKS)!

A SELF-RELIANT & SELF-EDUCATED WRITER AT WORK -- ASKING QUESTIONS & REFLECTING ON LIFE IN THE POSTMODERN AGE -- AS AN UNREPENTANT INDIVIDUALIST

SIX KEY ISSUES FOR CONSIDERATION BY

THE CITIZENS OF THE BRAVE NEW WORLD

OF POSTMODERNISM, GLOBALIZATION,

BIOPOLITICS, AND THE USE OF SURVEILLANCE

TECHNOLOGIES BY CORPORATE AND

GOVERNMENT AGENCIES -- AND THE RESULTANT

AND DISTURBING LOSS OF PRIVACY

INTRODUCTION :

My professional aim as a writer in this postmodern age is to be an honest user of words, phrases and sentences -- with, hopefully, class, skill, style and distinction -- and expressed in an authorial voice of reason and passion, power and inspiration. (I would have wanted to be, also, a moderate and balanced writer -- except that, as a thinker on the world, national and personal issues that concern me, in one way or another, I am unable to maintain and to express what used to be expected from such an ideal or model thinker -- in other words, one of moderation and balance in his thinking! Why this has to be so must be studied and examined by those intelligent, careful and politically aware professionals and citizens among us -- with regard to what has happened in our modern world, through such developments as postmodernism, globalization, biopolitics and the employment of surveillance technologies and techniques by both national governments and large powerful corporations.)

CHAPTER ONE :

WITHOUT FINANCIAL ASSISTANCE FROM N.W.C.D.C. : FACING A TERRIBLE "DEATH"? (A "POLITICAL" CHALLENGE TO MY POWER AS A THINKING AND STUBBORN WRITER!)

You've been secretly provoking me all these past 36 years -- in public and and in private -- leading me to adopt questionable behavioural practices and to commit, repeatedly, destructive and self-destructive acts in my externally induced and prompted irrational responses to such deliberate provocations!

Will I, yes, "die" a terrible "death" -- now that you are provoking me in such non-secretive ways and manners? (In, perhaps, 3 months" time?)



CHAPTER TWO :

MY 36 YEARS OF LIFE AND TIMES AS AN UNDERGROUND SOCIO-POLITICAL WRITER (1972 - 2008)


Besides provoking me in a calculated and calculative manner, ex-MSD officers and now, also SAFTI's former top-ranking officers (in 1976 and 1972), have still NOT been DISCLOSING (OR REVEALING) the SCIENTIFIC nature and basis -- with the provision of vital FACTS and DETAILS -- concerning my "implantation" in 1972 by SAFTI's military authorities [with its resultant and detestable consequence or outcome : i.e., my UNDESIRED and UNWANTED ability, as an "implantee", to receive (or to "hear", in other words) voice communications (or simply, "voices") -- and also, conversely, to transmit my own voice (or voice communications) to those who are "controlling" or "monitoring" me as surveillance officers or agents (using modern surveillance technologies and techniques)]! SUCH AN UNDESIRABLE AND UNDESIRED ABILITY -- TO ME, AT LEAST, PERSONALLY -- HAS THUS RENDERED ME AS SHOWING ONE OF THE MOST PROMINENT CLINICAL OR MEDICAL SYMPTOMS -- i.e., AUDITORY HALLUCINATIONS -- SUFFERED BY THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN STRICKEN BY THIS MODERN-DAY SCIENTIFIC AND TECHNOLOGICAL "MENTAL DISEASE" -- NAMELY, "SCHIZOPHRENIA"!

Yes, a full, genuine and proper account of such a technological and scientific (and "schizophrenic") way of human communication -- and its relation to modern reality -- will enable me, as a "victim" myself of such technological and scientific "schizophrenia", to seek a proper and full compensation from the authorities -- for such an act of "implantation", which was never consented to willingly by me more than 36 years ago -- in 1972!



CHAPTER THREE :

OPEN LETTER OF APPEAL TO MY HOST OF SUPPORTERS, HELPERS, SYMPATHIZERS, FRIENDS, ADMIRERS AND DEFENDERS


Do you care enough about my -- especially FINANCIAL -- plight and predicament?

Do you wish to share your your wealth with me?

Do you wish to bond with me -- as a fellow man, human being, citizen and professional?

This is a good case -- as good as it can get -- to see how caring, dynamic and cohesive our community leaders and representatives really are!

Do you treat me as a partner in the community?

Do you build a community for ALL -- or only for some?

How do you propose to enhance the quality of my life if you can only offer 3 months' supply of Food Vouchers to me -- each month's allotment to worth only S$30.00 (for buying only essential groceries)? Dear Sirs, I need cash -- SIMPLY!



CHAPTER FOUR :

MY NEED FOR (ENOUGH) MONEY AND PENETRATIVE SEXUAL INTERCOURSE (WITH, OBVIOUSLY, WOMEN AND GIRLS -- PHYSICALLY DESIRABLE ONES, THAT IS!)


I need, at least, an amount of $600.oo in my monthly income now -- AS RENT given to me monthly by my loyal tenants -- in order to be able to live meaningfully and productively and also to be able to satisfy my sexual needs as a man, with the help of prostitutes!

Am I being irresponsible and morally contemptible -- and financially unsound? But, dear readers, I only need to have enough money to pay for the sexual services of a Chinese prostitute from Geylang at least once a month! (How more brutally frank and natural -- and normal -- do you want me to be, girls?)

I will always, truly and humbly, remain as an AMOROUS self-trained and self-educated writer and intellectual -- till I am physically incapable of being so!



CHAPTER FIVE :

MY POLITICAL AWAKENING AT AGE 55 (IN THE YEAR 2008)


I'm turning in a new direction now -- politically -- in response to my own current plight and predicament. All through the past 36 years, I've been trying to be MODERATE and BALANCED in my thinking on politics.

Now, I'm changing -- because my own circumstances have been changing! I'm turning more towards the left -- and thus becoming a 21st century libertarian and a liberal -- with a penetrative, imaginative, observant, perspicuous and coherent mind!

It is no small measure of success on my part, as a reluctant and unhappy "implantee", with my highest educational level at pre-university 2, to say humbly and respectfully, in acknowledgment of my sincere gratitude towards the N.W.C.D.C. officers, who had been attending attentively to my urgent request and prompt application for FINANCIAL assistance, "Thank you very much!"

They have the power to solve my FINANCIAL predicament (with all its causes and consequences -- personal and public, private and official, bizarre and normal -- that I, as a discerning thinker, know how to separate those who have been responsible, as my detractors, enemies and agent provocateurs, for my plight and predicament -- yes, from those who, as my helpers, supporters, admirers, friends and defenders, have been reading, eagerly and productively, all my explanations of, and explorations into important current issues and events that are affecting my life -- in my numerous, regularly updated and very active postings in my 3 well-established and influential blogs.

Yes, I'll continue to confirm, daily, that my more than 36-year-old private and public struggles -- including my POLITICAL struggle [as reflected in my more than 45 posted comments in the SDP website -- http://www.yoursdp.org/ ] -- against being reduced to a mere robotic SUBJECT by the governmental authorities (through their proxies, the surveillance agents or officers) -- and in facing all problems of food and cash insufficiency; and further, in confronting all kinds of relentless official mental and emotional pressures applied on me -- have NOT all been in vain!

I will persist in my writer's endeavour; I will insist on my right to write --and to express myself as freely as I please; and I will strive to write as fully, clearly, rationally (but with my self-determined liberty to defend myself against mean, unjustified and nasty -- not to mention pompous --remarks or criticisms by my resorting, skillfully, to sarcastic retorts). Yes, I will attempt to write powerfully, passionately and courageously --without contradicting my own thinking and behaviour!


CHAPTER SIX :

MY FUTURE AND POSITION IN THE INTERNATIONAL COMMUNITY OF WRITERS AND BLOGGERS

I'll turn this very moment (on a perfectly ordinary weekday night like this -- 0n 29.04.2009, Wednesday, 9.13 pm) into one that will decide my future as a writer. All I need now is a braver, more assertive, bolder and more emphatic on-line or internet presence -- namely, a LOUD, DISTINCT, CLEAR AND LOGICAL establishment of my undeniable authorial voice -- and a constant striving to ensure that my voice -- a careful and intelligent one -- will be a voice that would be listened to by those who matter!

Yes, it will be a heart-felt, honest, and diligently practised voice; and one that is constantly speaking up on issues that matter!

I won't, for the present moment, be that particularly bothered about having my writings published in PRINTED formats. As long as my essays or articles are NOT COLLECTED and PUBLISHED via THE PRINTED MEDIA or INDUSTRY, I will remain intellectually and professionally unfulfilled and dissatisfied. I will still be an unhappily committed writer of socio-psychological-cultural-political essays!

This is WHAT I REALLY AM, with all my powers and strengths and abilities -- as well as my undeniable blemishes, ugliness, defects, and weaknesses. I WANT TO BE ACCEPTED, RECOGNISED, ACKNOWLEDGED AND REGARDED -- internationally, by intelligent, careful, diligent, and creative members of such a writers', readers' and intellectuals' community -- as a writer who matters!

I want to be eventually applauded and acclaimed for being able to achieve my goals and ambitions as precisely such a writer (yes, a writer who matters!) -- unapologetically!

AN HONEST VOICE IN POSTMODERN SINGAPORE (AT THIS CRUCIAL MOMENT IN HIS "LOONY" TIME AND LIFE AS AN UNHAPPY AND RELUCTANT "IMPLANTEE" SINCE 1972

ON A SICK GOVERNMENT DEPARTMENT

(MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT),

COVERING UP FOR THE GRAVE, SEVERE

AND INEXCUSABLE MISDEEDS

OF SOME COMPLETELY SICK TOP-RANKING

MILITARY OFFICERS,

WORKING IN SINGAPORE ARMED FORCES

TRAINING INSTITUTE (SAFTI)

IN THAT PIVOTAL -- TO THE AUTHOR

OF THIS ESSAY -- YEAR : 1972


CONTENTS:

CHAPTER ONE : TELECOMMUNICATION EQUIPMENT AND DEVICES : AS USED CONSTANTLY BY OFFICERS FROM INTELLIGENCE AND SECURITY GOVERNMENT DEPARTMENTS, IN THEIR CONSTANT USE OF SURVEILLANCE TECHNOLOGIES AND TECHNIQUES, WITH THE AVOWED "DEFENSIBLE" PURPOSE OF CONTROLLING "IMPLANTEES" FOR, PURPORTEDLY OR PRESUMABLY, NATIONAL PURPOSES


CHAPTER TWO : THE USE OF CREATIVE DEFENCES -- SUCH AS THE USE OF RADIO AMPLIFICATION DEVICES -- BY SUFFERING, PRESSURIZED AND VICTIMIZED "IMPLANTEES", IN THEIR ATTEMPTS TO WARD OFF SUCH RELENTLESS PERSONAL ATTACKS OR INVASIONS OR VIOLATIONS OF THEIR HUMAN RIGHTS -- INCLUDING THE RIGHT TO ONE'S OWN PRIVATE MOMENTS -- TO DESTABILIZE AND TO "DESTROY" THE UNWELCOME, INSULTING AND DISRESPECTFUL EFFORTS BY GOVERNMENTAL SURVEILLANCE OFFICERS, WHO WANT TO CONTROL THESE ALMOST HELPLESS AND UNFORTUNATE "IMPLANTEES" -- AGAINST THEIR OWN INDIVIDUAL INTENTIONS, NEEDS, PRINCIPLES, BELIEFS AND AIMS (AS, YES!, ADMITTEDLY -- FOR MANY STILL !) PITIFULLY INNOCENT, UNKNOWING AND UNINFORMED CITIZENS, HUMAN BEINGS, MEN AND WOMEN, AND PROFESSIONALS (OR WORKERS)

MY STUNNING, CHARMING, BEAUTIFUL, DYNAMIC, LOVELY AND ANGELIC WOMEN -- NEEDING VERY FEW WORDS TO DESCRIBE THEM ..... OR MYSELF!

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Letter To The Prime Minister of Singpore : On The Predictable Official Response To My Application For Financial Assistance

URGENT ATTENTION NEEDED

FROM THE PRIME MINISTER

OF SINGAPORE

[BRIGADIER-GENERAL (BG) LEE HSIEN LOONG] :


The Prime Minister,
Prime Minister's Office,
Istana,
Orchard Road,
Singapore 238823.
(Attention: Mr Lee Hsien Loong)

c.c. to : Minister for Law; and the President of Singapore

Dear Prime Minister,

Re: Top Secret Project, Headed by Former MSD Officer, Mr Tan Hong Huat (with the rank of Captain in 1976; and now, of Retired Colonel, in 2009)

I'm a prisoner of the expectations of the former Military Security Department (MSD), where I once worked at, for about 10 months (between Dec. 1975 and Oct. 1976).

Do they not realize that I'm just as aware of the practical realities of their "scenario thinking" -- as they themselves are, controlling me, an ex-MSD clerical officer in its Registry -- from the time I left MSD all these past 36 years or so ago?

But I'm not prepared to accept any unfair outcome and consequence of having to conform to the requirements of their -- especially, political "scenario thinking" in practice. I'm not going to be a puppet, a pawn, or a figurehead! I'm also, neither a worshipper nor an idolizer!

Their "scenarios" are often contradictory and paradoxical, don't they realize?

Sir, I'm a realistic man (in spite of my basic idealism) : I, too, am aware of the dilemmas, realities, ambiguities, tensions and uncertainties that lie at the bottom of all our attempts at communicating with one another -- to find a good settlement to our problem --one which resulted from my unwilling implantation in 1972 (an unhappy event whose related details and involved decision-making by those military officers at SAFTI at that time in 1972 and whose decision to implant me have all yet to be EXPLAINED, in full and with clarity, to me in this significant year 2009. What exactly do you mean when you make me (or prompt me to) claim or say that I'm an "implantee"? What is an implantee?

Sir, my whole life from now onwards depends on whether or not I am going to receive detailed information concerning my implantation in 1972 -- which I had never consented to in the first place!

I am not a "both/and" thinker, please! I'm an "either/or" thinker, Sir! I don't accept that "both/and" thinking is the only way to make hard (political) decisions that will lead to the solution of my problem -- which is not merely financial in nature. Sir, you should know!

Please avail me of your insights and wisdom -- honed from years of political leadership. I'll be glad to learn from you.

I apologize for causing you much irritation, hurt, frustration, anger, and immense annoyance with my disparaging and disrespectful remarks and responses to your handling of State affairs and issues -- in my comments posted in my blogs and those in SDP website (namely, and respectively: http://afighterandalovertoo.blogspot.com/ and http://www.yoursdp.org/ ).

But I just don't like pomposity in a person -- especially in a person with an official position with so much unusually (or automatically) -- and speedily -- conferred autocratic POWER over all others -- be they subordinates or the commom people!

And I prefer to confront realities -- not illusions (yes, including "conspiracies", "scenarios" and "crises"), as manufactured and concocted by your hardworking former MSD officers and other related personnel from the Singapore Government! And aren't those just mere propaganda? Oh, the sordidness of opportunist politics -- with all its political maneuvering, harassment, manipulation and manhandling I'm too intelligent and too careful a thinker and observer to let myself be insulted and misled in this infantile manner. On the ground that my own destiny will be taken charge of by "madmen" and "madwomen" who use security and intelligence officers against me (a "barbarian")? It all goes back to the years of LKY, who ran a one-man show -- tooautocratic to allow Cabinet overnment to flourish! Well, LKY is very effective -- especially when it comes to matters of the economy! And he doesn't care about "popularity"!

Please, Sir, don't panic! We have a large mutual database -- your kind, officially, and that of my own version, based on my own intellectual framework and experiences.

Sir, please make use of our mutual knowledge, experiences. and even our imagination to serve as guides to the solution of my (and our) problem -- which requires and demands our collaboration.

We should try to ensure that the possible is not only probable but also achievable!

I WANT (as the lead singer in A ROCK GROUP CALLED "QUEEN" ONCE SANG) TO BE FREE! SIR, ARE YOU LISTENING WITH YOUR HEART, MIND, SOUL AND BODY TO MY HUMBLE AND EVEN DESPERATE PLEA to you for help -- for your intervention in my case, a TOP SECRET PROJECT THAT HAS INVOLVED SO MANY PEOPLE FOR THE LAST 36 YEARS AND INCURRED SO MUCH EXPENSES! (AND PRODUCED SO MUCH PAIN, ANGER, HURT AND SORROW IN SO MANY PEOPLE!)

Let us, Sir, put a FINAL and CONCLUSIVE cover to this open-ended issue, which has been leading me, especially, as a "victimized" and reluctant "government employee" or "agent", for the past 36 years, to a point, my lowest point!, where I could not survive even as a humble but, to put it simply, talented citizen and writer/blogger (a position and point in my life where I have to suffer the humiliation of seeking FINANCIAL assistance from the Singapore Government, who always insists on people being SELF-RELIANT, a quality that I myself subscribe to but which I am unable to practise in reality, for the majority of the past 36 years of my life as an unhappy and reluctant implantee of the OFTEN BARBARIC Singapore Government)!

Sir, please ask the Military Security Department officials and officers (the former ones, namely --with whom I was working between Dec 1975 and Oct 1976) for information and for their coooperation and initiative in our attempt to come to a final understanding/resolution/solution of this thorny problem!

Thank you, Sir!

Yours truly,

DAVID CHUA CHUAN SEAH
(An Orderly And Coherent Mind,
& A Humble One To Boot!)

BLOGS/WEBSITES: http://afighterandalovertoo.blogspot.com/
http://thenon-romanticloverandwriter.blogspot.com
http://trainofmypresence.blogspot.com
http://wholecity.blogspot.com

E-mail: chua.chuanseah4@gmail.com


ADDENDUM ONE

(TO THE EX-MSD OFFICERS) :

1. EVERYONE ENGAGED IN OUR COLLABORATIVE EFFORT OR VENTURE SHOULD HONESTLY MEAN EXACTLY WHAT HE OR SHE SAYS;
2. MY OWN PREDICAMENT IS, AFTER ALL, NOT GOING TO LEAD ME INTO A SITUATION WHERE I'D BE SENTENCED TO LIFE-IMPRISONMENT OR DEATH;
3. SINCE 1972, I'VE FACED THE MERETRICIOUS, THE MERCENARY, AND THE WISED-UP TRICKS AND HANDIWORKS OF PEOPLE WHO ARE OUT TO EXPLOIT MY WEAKNESSES;
4. I'LL DEFY SERIOUS AND BELIEVABLE THREATS TO MY LIFE IN ORDER TO KEEP MY FREE THINKING AND FREE EXPRESSING ALIVE;
5. TO ACCUSE ME, MOST AMAZINGLY OF ALL, OF WRITING FOR MONEY, IS TRULY INSULTING! WHAT NEXT?;
6. WILL YOU, SIR (HEAD OF TOP SECRET EX-MSD PROJECT), NOW RENEGE ON OUR MUTUAL (UNSPOKEN AND UNACKNOWLEDGED) AGREEMENT -- BASED ON OUR AIMS AND INTERESTS (ESPECIALLY ON OUR "CONTRACTUIAL OBLIGATIONS") TO HELP ME BRING OUT -- AT LEAST ONCE -- A PRINTED AND PUBLISHED (NOT ELECTRONICALLY VIA THE INTERNET) BOOK OF COLLECTED ESSAYS OF MINE, WRITTEN AS THEY SHOULD BE, BY A "SPY" (LIKE ME!) -- ACTING IN THE ROLE OF A WRITER?

PLEASE, I HAVE NEVER TRIED TO IMPRESS PEOPLE WITH MY USE OF IRONY. (I AM NOT EVEN SURE WHAT IT MEANS!) I AM, HOWEVER, AWARE THAT I'VE A LITERAL MENTALITY. (AND I'LL LIKE TO REMIND MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT OFFICERS (BOTH CURRENT AND FORMER ONES) THAT I'M A LITERAL-MINDED MAN, HUMAN BEING, CITIZEN AND WRITER;

SO, PLEASE SIRS, DON'T ACCUSE ME OF SUPPORTING OR OF PROMOTING "WESTERN CULTURAL COLONIALISM" OR "WESTERN FORMS OF CONDESCENSION" TOWARDS OUR PEOPLE. NO, I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING OF THAT SORT!

LASTLY, I WANT TO DECLARE THAT, AS A WRITER, I'M JUST TRYING TO EXPRESS MY LEARNING AND EDUCATION -- WHICH, I AM CLAIMING, HAS BENEFITED MUCH FROM THE (SOMETIMES UNFAIRLY, SUPERFICIALLY, AND FLIPPANTLY DISMISSED) WESTERN INTELLECTUAL TRADITION.

Thank You!

From : David Chua Chuan Seah

(Blogger/Writer)

30.11.08 (10.50 am), Sunday

3.5.09 (12.48 pm), Sunday (Date, Time & Day of This Updated Document/Letter)